May 28, 2009 23:27
I feel Calm... an inner peace I haven't felt in a while.
A lot of good things as well as negative things have happened in the last few months but I still feel ok.
I don't trust a lot of people still... but I am gaining trust back for myself and for the one person that needs it the most. My Husband. each day is a little easier to love him with all of my heart like i once did. Cause i know I still loved him even through everything.
for my Birthday Marty and I got a tattoo to remember what we have, what we are, and what the future has in store.
Pulse of my heart written in 17th century Gaelic
The tattoo is now healing and my heart is along with it.
I'm learning not to trust anyone but not to hate them because of normal human respsonses
My husband made a big mistake. So have I. each breath is a new one and im tryint to get through that....