i think i am done

[reliefofpain]

I am done trusting people. i put my trust in people i shouldn't and i think that they will be there but in the end i find myself hurt alone and damaged.
i haven't seen marty much this week it's been to hot and when he comes home I am so passed out i get pissy when awoken
i feel like i can't trust anyone or I don't know who to trust or what to believe
i feel at a loss
i feel bleh