Dec 13, 2004 13:40
Here I am...another day at school, and finally my first day off in like a week. I havent been able to do much this past days,besides work and school,but here's whats new.Ok, well you guys know that me and shetara broke up.I swear to god that breaking up with her was my WORST mistake, ill alwyas regret it; But besides the hurting feelings i carry inside every day of my life, In many other ways im happy. I love her soo much and for some reason im starting to be realistic in the fact that we're just friends and by the looks of it thats how it will stay. I mean thats my baby right there and she'll always be it but i had to move on and open my eyes to see that she really deep down inside wasnt like me. Every day i wished that she was still my girl but im starting to calm down. I mean afterall, she's my bestfriend, we share mutual feelings in other things and we help eachother with problems. I see her everyday and when i do there's nothing but smiles on my face. So im really blank today i dont know what to say. Ill leave you with this though, that even though we're not 2gether, she'll always be my babe and my bestfriend, and that is time for me to start a new beginning...LOVE YOU ALL ;) p.s. OH YEAH I GOT MY BRACES OFF! lol