PLEASE PEOPLE READ....The WorDs Of A LosT ChIlD God BLEss yOU eMMELie!!!
MyEntry:
Why da fuck you gotta talk shit for emmelie thats madd fuking immature...17 rigth big whoop but you dont grow up....about the tattoo thing call me whatever you want, but then that would mean ud be bitting off on pink yo watever fuck that ...you know what....I had you up sooo high in a level that was very untouchable, you were a very important person in my life...I loved and cared for you as a bestfriend..I only wanted the best for you and I still do but sad to say you met brie and alex and unlike me and others you were more vulnerable to their saying than we were...You know whats sad that by this point u probably want to delete this and not read it, but one day hopefully not too late you'll realize youve lost soo many that loved you.... for 2 fuking trash.... that tought u nothing but smoke,and bad habits and how to be a fuking loner like them...you know whats even fuking sadder? that i remember when we used to sit and talk for hours on the phone about all the plans u had for yourself and how you always wanted to be a better person and now look at you..sad to say and see that if you dont open ur eyes and walk away ...ull become nothing ...the something you once was is already starting to fade. and im not only saying what i think but also what others have said. I mean i have to give brie her props i do got to admit ...she really is the PIMP she always bragged to be and you...you're nothing but one of her hoes...tell me emmelie...how does it feel? hmm? how does it feel to know that everytime she kisses u she thinks of danielle, that all the poems/ songs she writes or likes are dedicated to her and not you...how does it feel to know that she plays you constantly in your face and EVERYONE witnesses but you're the only one blind enough to not see....how does it feel emmie? HOW DOES IT FUKING FEEL!? but you know something? Today, I have nothing but pity for you....you may flinch when you see me but when i see you i feel like crying cuz god do i feel sorry for you ...your self esteem is soo low that you put your dignity, reputation and ur own person on the floor amd let brie and alex step all over them and manipulate u like the toy YOUVE ALWAYS FUKIN BEEN....soo emmelie...I may be a biter like u say , but thats only in ur eyes...on the other hand you're nothing but the toy brie has created of you and I wish i could say thats my opinion but its also the opinion of everyone else around you....you Went from the pefect angel/bestfriend i confided in ...to a low selfesteemed,vulnerable,immature,smoker,manipulated BITCH~!!
Her Entry:
10:11 am - ...if only you knew...
Mara this entry is specially to you ok bitch? and i'm gonna put it out on here for EVERYONE to know that i despise all that you are! you can die in front of me and i'll feel no pity and LAUGH! you disgust me...
how can you sit there and actually believe that whatever say hurts me... it doesnt bother me, i stand unaffected to whatever you gotta say. yea i mightve been the "angelic / loving..." blah blah bull shit whatever i was to you but you've ALWAYS been nothing but a low life to me... a self-abusing, self-indulgent, self-esteemless BITCH and thats who you will always be to me and everybody else who knows who you really are. yes... you're a biter and pinks always been my idol and youre such an asshole for believing that i didnt have a reason to put that... you fuckin retard. and guess what dumbass.. i didnt lose anyone.. i only lost you BUT YOURE NOBODY TO ME so basically i didnt lose a goddam fuckin thing.
it's kinda sad that u sit there everyday in 3rd period with your fat head down on the desk waiting for someone to hand you sympathy but u know what? nobody fuckin cares for you except the people you FORCE to care for you. THAT'S howt pathetic you are and you stand against the world setting pity on yourself because you have nobody... oh yeah believe it... you over here riding Shetara's dick... poor thing has no CLUE what shes gettin herself into. so sad to see that you'll send her through so much shame knowing that she goes out with a cow and pretending to love it!
Alex and Brie mean so much to me and they used to mean alot to you... so dont sit here and pretend that when you see either of them walkin around campus you dont think about what you guys used to have. you only believe that they're nothing but a bad influence because you stayed only to see the negative in somebody and fall to ACTUALLY believe what Amanda and all these other assholes gotta say. you cant sit there and believe that for a second you really do miss what you had with them cuz they actually made you happy. you cant sit there and believe that when you look at me, you still feel a small amount of what you did for me when we first started to talk. but i can sit here and believe that everytime i see your face i wanna PUKE and fuckin shit all over the walls and stick your chunky face in it!! HAA that'll be so funny. but look bitch theres more... you stand corrected i have PLENTY of self-esteem unlike yourself i'm actually proud to look at my body naked HAA somebody would seriously have to be blind to look at you... ugh gosh i'm getting sick to my stomach. i'm a hot chick and you know this cuz you used to love every single curve of my body and enjoy it... dont deny it mara you cant deny it it's written in your handwriting and said from your own voice that you used to love me. everybody knows it you depressed bitch... i'm just glad i gave in to brie and alex before i gave in to what you THOUGHT you had to offer me... at least i was smart about that...
so the next time you think you got the balls to talk shit in my fuckin journal... dont waist your time!! we got 3rd period together, you got my number, tell me to my fuckin face you stupid coward.
So mara... some advice from this "insecure bitch"... GET A LIFE and enjoy what you got now cuz sure enough you'll lose it all in the end JUST like you lost me...
Current Mood: cynical
Current Music: Story of the Year - Burning Years
*****My thoughts******: you know something emmelie? Unlike you Im not gonna sit here and critisize you. There's nothing for me to say, but I guess now I see you're nothing but a two face...if you always thought that about me, why did you always say the total opposite? why in letters(i have proof) would you say no one understands you like i do? Why do you make fun of my physical appearance for? you're right I said "i loved you" and I said you are "hot",but Emmelie, Dont ever let that get to your head b/c sorry to say ...people told me I COULD DO BETTER and by looking at my girl I see I can...YOu even said it yourself.... and DONT EVER PUT MY GIRLS NAME IN YOUR MOUTH AGAIN!!!..so tell me...How can one day you write me a letter telling me how much you miss me and how much you've realized you need me in your life and why did u critisize me when i wasnt "around" if you dont give 3 shits about me, if you think im a nobody why did u say those things? I guess that's called a two face, but Emmelie, you dont have to feel pity for me...im very happy with who I am, Im loosing wait to go to the navy, i get good grades, I have PLENTY more friends besides you, and you're right i do miss brie and Alex im not gonna lie b/c i told you this before, and im pretty sure i miss you too, but it's just funny how you say im nobody to you when i have soo much letters that say eatly the opposite..and in 3rd period, I lay my head down just so i dont have to look at your dumb ass not for the pity of anyone, maybe you should start laying your head down too cuz obviously if you know i got mines down its b/c you're staring at me. And I dont force anyone to care for me , Unless they're just being two faces like you.And I may be fat you're right, but I have lots more to offer to people. You know what's sad? that I dont have to sit here and critisize your looks, and You know why I dont talk to your face? cuz itll be my fist talking not my mouth and emmelie i frankly dont feel like sending you MIDGET ass to the hospital plus i have madd respect for your family and i dont want to harm their daughter, not that theyll miss you anyways but you know. But BEsides all of this...i dont gotta go up to you...come up to me...Im not a coward, im just a better person than youll ever be...oh AND GOD BLESS YOU AND GUIDE YOU THROUGH THE RIGHT PATHS and MAY HE PROVIDE YOU WITH HEALTH AND LOVE FROM EVERYONE YOU REQUIRE IT FROM....YOUR RIGHT BITCH..GOTTA LOVE YOU!
Why da fuck you gotta talk shit for emmelie thats madd fuking immature...17 rigth big whoop but you dont grow up....about the tattoo thing call me whatever you want, but then that would mean ud be bitting off on pink yo watever fuck that ...you know what....I had you up sooo high in a level that was very untouchable, you were a very important person in my life...I loved and cared for you as a bestfriend..I only wanted the best for you and I still do but sad to say you met brie and alex and unlike me and others you were more vulnerable to their saying than we were...You know whats sad that by this point u probably want to delete this and not read it, but one day hopefully not too late you'll realize youve lost soo many that loved you.... for 2 fuking trash.... that tought u nothing but smoke,and bad habits and how to be a fuking loner like them...you know whats even fuking sadder? that i remember when we used to sit and talk for hours on the phone about all the plans u had for yourself and how you always wanted to be a better person and now look at you..sad to say and see that if you dont open ur eyes and walk away ...ull become nothing ...the something you once was is already starting to fade. and im not only saying what i think but also what others have said. I mean i have to give brie her props i do got to admit ...she really is the PIMP she always bragged to be and you...you're nothing but one of her hoes...tell me emmelie...how does it feel? hmm? how does it feel to know that everytime she kisses u she thinks of danielle, that all the poems/ songs she writes or likes are dedicated to her and not you...how does it feel to know that she plays you constantly in your face and EVERYONE witnesses but you're the only one blind enough to not see....how does it feel emmie? HOW DOES IT FUKING FEEL!? but you know something? Today, I have nothing but pity for you....you may flinch when you see me but when i see you i feel like crying cuz god do i feel sorry for you ...your self esteem is soo low that you put your dignity, reputation and ur own person on the floor amd let brie and alex step all over them and manipulate u like the toy YOUVE ALWAYS FUKIN BEEN....soo emmelie...I may be a biter like u say , but thats only in ur eyes...on the other hand you're nothing but the toy brie has created of you and I wish i could say thats my opinion but its also the opinion of everyone else around you....you Went from the pefect angel/bestfriend i confided in ...to a low selfesteemed,vulnerable,immature,smoker,manipulated BITCH~!!
Her Entry:
10:11 am - ...if only you knew...
Mara this entry is specially to you ok bitch? and i'm gonna put it out on here for EVERYONE to know that i despise all that you are! you can die in front of me and i'll feel no pity and LAUGH! you disgust me...
how can you sit there and actually believe that whatever say hurts me... it doesnt bother me, i stand unaffected to whatever you gotta say. yea i mightve been the "angelic / loving..." blah blah bull shit whatever i was to you but you've ALWAYS been nothing but a low life to me... a self-abusing, self-indulgent, self-esteemless BITCH and thats who you will always be to me and everybody else who knows who you really are. yes... you're a biter and pinks always been my idol and youre such an asshole for believing that i didnt have a reason to put that... you fuckin retard. and guess what dumbass.. i didnt lose anyone.. i only lost you BUT YOURE NOBODY TO ME so basically i didnt lose a goddam fuckin thing.
it's kinda sad that u sit there everyday in 3rd period with your fat head down on the desk waiting for someone to hand you sympathy but u know what? nobody fuckin cares for you except the people you FORCE to care for you. THAT'S howt pathetic you are and you stand against the world setting pity on yourself because you have nobody... oh yeah believe it... you over here riding Shetara's dick... poor thing has no CLUE what shes gettin herself into. so sad to see that you'll send her through so much shame knowing that she goes out with a cow and pretending to love it!
Alex and Brie mean so much to me and they used to mean alot to you... so dont sit here and pretend that when you see either of them walkin around campus you dont think about what you guys used to have. you only believe that they're nothing but a bad influence because you stayed only to see the negative in somebody and fall to ACTUALLY believe what Amanda and all these other assholes gotta say. you cant sit there and believe that for a second you really do miss what you had with them cuz they actually made you happy. you cant sit there and believe that when you look at me, you still feel a small amount of what you did for me when we first started to talk. but i can sit here and believe that everytime i see your face i wanna PUKE and fuckin shit all over the walls and stick your chunky face in it!! HAA that'll be so funny. but look bitch theres more... you stand corrected i have PLENTY of self-esteem unlike yourself i'm actually proud to look at my body naked HAA somebody would seriously have to be blind to look at you... ugh gosh i'm getting sick to my stomach. i'm a hot chick and you know this cuz you used to love every single curve of my body and enjoy it... dont deny it mara you cant deny it it's written in your handwriting and said from your own voice that you used to love me. everybody knows it you depressed bitch... i'm just glad i gave in to brie and alex before i gave in to what you THOUGHT you had to offer me... at least i was smart about that...
so the next time you think you got the balls to talk shit in my fuckin journal... dont waist your time!! we got 3rd period together, you got my number, tell me to my fuckin face you stupid coward.
So mara... some advice from this "insecure bitch"... GET A LIFE and enjoy what you got now cuz sure enough you'll lose it all in the end JUST like you lost me...
Current Mood: cynical
Current Music: Story of the Year - Burning Years
*****My thoughts******: you know something emmelie? Unlike you Im not gonna sit here and critisize you. There's nothing for me to say, but I guess now I see you're nothing but a two face...if you always thought that about me, why did you always say the total opposite? why in letters(i have proof) would you say no one understands you like i do? Why do you make fun of my physical appearance for? you're right I said "i loved you" and I said you are "hot",but Emmelie, Dont ever let that get to your head b/c sorry to say ...people told me I COULD DO BETTER and by looking at my girl I see I can...YOu even said it yourself.... and DONT EVER PUT MY GIRLS NAME IN YOUR MOUTH AGAIN!!!..so tell me...How can one day you write me a letter telling me how much you miss me and how much you've realized you need me in your life and why did u critisize me when i wasnt "around" if you dont give 3 shits about me, if you think im a nobody why did u say those things? I guess that's called a two face, but Emmelie, you dont have to feel pity for me...im very happy with who I am, Im loosing wait to go to the navy, i get good grades, I have PLENTY more friends besides you, and you're right i do miss brie and Alex im not gonna lie b/c i told you this before, and im pretty sure i miss you too, but it's just funny how you say im nobody to you when i have soo much letters that say eatly the opposite..and in 3rd period, I lay my head down just so i dont have to look at your dumb ass not for the pity of anyone, maybe you should start laying your head down too cuz obviously if you know i got mines down its b/c you're staring at me. And I dont force anyone to care for me , Unless they're just being two faces like you.And I may be fat you're right, but I have lots more to offer to people. You know what's sad? that I dont have to sit here and critisize your looks, and You know why I dont talk to your face? cuz itll be my fist talking not my mouth and emmelie i frankly dont feel like sending you MIDGET ass to the hospital plus i have madd respect for your family and i dont want to harm their daughter, not that theyll miss you anyways but you know. But BEsides all of this...i dont gotta go up to you...come up to me...Im not a coward, im just a better person than youll ever be...oh AND GOD BLESS YOU AND GUIDE YOU THROUGH THE RIGHT PATHS and MAY HE PROVIDE YOU WITH HEALTH AND LOVE FROM EVERYONE YOU REQUIRE IT FROM....YOUR RIGHT BITCH..GOTTA LOVE YOU!