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Feb 17, 2006 16:21

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I feel like such a little kid again... ~////~ Why am I getting such feelings now? I feel like such a hypocrite too... I said I take things as they go, but this isn't... is it? @////@

::headdesk:: why me? TT__TT

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I got a letter from Misaki and father today. They're doing well. Misaki says he found a new girlfriend... ( Read more... )

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reliable_love February 18 2006, 01:59:53 UTC

I sort of had to be after mother died... but I suppose I've always tried to be. ^^

Um.. well... ~////~ I had fallen in love with her since we were kids... but I confessed too lated and she chose Tenjou... he was there while I was here, so... ::sigh:: it's all right though... as long as she's happy, I suppose... I'm over it...At least I try... you being there helps.

Ah, Tenjou...

He's that guy there. We were rivals, I suppose.. but we've come to an understanding. Sort of. ^^; As long as he takes care of her...

calm_facade February 18 2006, 02:05:39 UTC

Oh-Soushi...I didnt know your mother died....I am sorry to bring something like that up...My mother died to....and Amane...

Oh? You loved her? And she got close to other person? Thats horrible. Choosing someone over who is closest to you! Long-distance relationships can work! She should have thought about it more...but, at least you can get over it...that makes you strong Soushi.

It doesnt matter what you are and what he does! He should not have left you there! >(

reliable_love February 18 2006, 02:18:26 UTC

It's all right. I... I'm not too sad about it anymore. I don't think I ever really had time to be. Dad was always travelling, so I had to take care of Misaki, and then look after Riiko when her parents left her alone...

Heh. Actually, she didn't ever seem to notice I was in love with her before... >__> and I tried to fight it. It's so embarassing, I knew she really liked him, but I had to try... He's not even a real person. >__o Why would did she choose him over me? What was wrong with me...~_~ Thank you, Ryou-kun... I've tried.

::smiles widely and hugs Ryou::

calm_facade February 18 2006, 02:27:23 UTC

Wow. You sound alot like me... My father always travels as well. But-still, you at least did something with your time, taking care of people is rewarding.

Its ok Soushi. You tried and thats all that matters! You can't help who you love, its just human nature to care about other people and if it develops into love, you can't hold that against someone.

::blushes and hugs back:: ^//^

reliable_love February 18 2006, 02:41:20 UTC

I guess so... it's a lot of work though. (Jobs and doing all the house chores ~_~)

Um yes.. ... why does that sound familiar...? @___@ Like how I feel about....

I'm really glad we're friends, Ryou-kun.

calm_facade February 18 2006, 02:45:49 UTC

Well, maybe school is your time off then? X3

Its only truth. Love is love Soushi.

Me to! I enjoy your company very much to~

reliable_love February 18 2006, 02:50:18 UTC

lol, it seems that way, doesn't it? ^^ It's different now, I suppose. With Misaki living with father in Spain and Tenjou with Riiko....

Yes.... it is.... Does that mean I love you...? @/////@

^_^

calm_facade February 18 2006, 02:53:50 UTC

Well! Perhaps you need the break! Getting to stressed out is bad for your your soul.

^^ Mm-hmm.

Oh! Soushi! We should got to Hogsmeade together! Being such good friends and all. :3

reliable_love February 18 2006, 03:04:04 UTC

Ah, that's tomorrow, right? ^^;; I forgot about it. S-Sure! ^///^ It'll be fun (and we always have fun, don't we?)!

calm_facade February 18 2006, 03:06:42 UTC

Yes its tomorrow! :3 Silly. We can get some candy and walk around the town. I have been wanting to see if I can find a pet or something...I never have had one.

We can go together, because of course we have fun, why wouldn't we?

reliable_love February 18 2006, 03:29:13 UTC

Great, I'd love to go (I haven't gone in forever really). Ah, what sort are you thinking of getting then? ^_^ Me neither! ^^ I always lived in an apartment, so we weren't allowed to..

Will Bakura-san be there? Perhaps we can all go togehter? ::smiles weakly::

calm_facade February 18 2006, 03:35:39 UTC

Good! I am so glad you want to come, I am sure that we will have a wonderful time. I don't know! I have no idea, I just wanted to look...not sure if I want to get anything really~

I am sure he will! I will ask him if he wants to come with us! You two can meet! :3

reliable_love February 18 2006, 03:40:36 UTC

Hm~ Well, pets are nice! Especially when one doesn't have to many friends. It's satisfying to take care of something...

Yes, that's what I was thinking..

calm_facade February 18 2006, 03:42:39 UTC

Indeed! And they are so loveable~

Good! I was hoping you would. I am sure you two will get along well. :3

reliable_love February 18 2006, 03:45:10 UTC

Yeah... We'll see... ~_~ ....Why did I bring him up? ::hits self::

calm_facade February 18 2006, 03:46:32 UTC

Whats wrong Soushi?

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