thoughts on the Love of my life
Its been too long. These back lit technology pages await me. My pen and paper discarded because of the ripped pages and wet ink. It seems impossible to sit in this blackness and not feel a sense of wonderment. Fear? No. The enjoyment of knowing that I am so small compared to this large and looming earth and atmosphere....amazing. The Earth is but God's footstool, this never made me feel being ready to be smushed, but rather I look up into the atmoshpere and know there is more. That the God I serve cannot be boxed, and He is not safe. He is good. Do you ever contemplate that? That God is simply good. Its a marvelous thought, while looking at this vile and quickly withering world. I want that holiness and righteousness in my life. Its not something that God holds over us "Little-people" it is such a shared aspect of God. He gives us these character qualities as our own when we love His Son. So unworthy can we be? Can I be? Remembering back, to the ill witness my life was, but now, after a couple years, my life is so alive, because of this crazy, amazing relationship. Its challenging, exciting, mysterious, yet laid out, its versatile. Jesus makes my breaths worth taking. I am so excited for this next breath....living for Him is truly living.