Sep 30, 2006 14:29
So my life is in the utmost craziness right now. I am still working at my church, but its so hard. I don't get paid enough because I go to school for 3-4 hours in the middle of the work day. So this check was 100.00 short, and yeah, thats my rent! I don't get paid for another 2 weeks! I am praying, "God, I'm in a hard place, Help me!" I am still waiting on Him.
A blessing though is my substitute teaching job on fridays. I absolutely love it! I love being the teacher! They are so cute, my little first graders, and the job pays so great! So that is nice, thats the only reason I'm not homeless right now! (Okay, so I'd never be homeless, but you know the dramatics!) anyway, I am applying for endless scholarships for next year, and praying I get them. Yes, this summer I will graduate from Bible College with my Bachelor in Biblical Theology, with a specialization in Women's Studies. Plus with my associates from Community College, I have decided, if God opens all the doors, to go to Southwestern in Phoenix. I am crossing my fingers that the principle offers to pay for me to take the NAU Prescott program, so I'll get to teach full time and go to earn my degree simultaneously. But, God knows. I am excited about both possibilities. So pray for me, that God directs my paths, and that in the meantime, I don't die!
So, I am on my way to going home after a long day of work and final designs. My life is in major schedule upheaval next week, so I better enjoy this extra time off today.
This helped, this journaling about it.
(Tyler is driving me crazy)