Day Post
8:07am - Well, it's been a hard week for me. The last two days in particular were awful. But I did some things over the last week all the same. I finished World of Final Fantasy for example. Fun game, very interesting. I was surprised they didn't include even more characters from other Final Fantasy games, but I suppose they could only squeeze in so much. You could blink and miss the Final Fantasy 14 reference. Also it draws into focus, I think it would be really cool to see some of the classic Final Fantasy games redone with modern graphics. They did Final Fantasy 4 like that, but I mean, like, PS4 or better graphics, like with World of Final Fantasy. I'd love to see the final bosses of Final Fantasy 4, 5, and 6 in the style of the final boss of World of Final Fantasy. But anyways I digress. I didn't start writing this to talk about World of Final Fantasy.
I've really fallen off the tracks lately. My sleep schedule has been MESSED UP the last week. I even missed my very important meds a couple days because I fell asleep on accident, without my CPAP machine, for long enough to be a night's sleep. Pretty bad. Yesterday though I was able to go to bed at a reasonable time, take all my meds and use my CPAP machine and this morning I feel really good for the first time in a week.
But I'm not really sure what to do with myself next!
I've got some things I'm supposed to do, some things I want to do, some things I don't want to do... Lots of stuff on my plate, and I need to figure out where to start and what steps to take. So that's why I'm writing this.
First off I'm going to try to list the things I want or don't want to do, in no particular order.
Call the Dentist about a broken filling
Make a giant resume with all the things for my Job Counsellor to pare down into a workable resume
Update my blog with current information
Update my portfolio on my blog
Get my programs from college portfolio ready
Trim my beard
Get a haircut
Make Breakfast and Eat It
Play Xenoblade Chronicles again
Play Duelyst more and hopefully not run into a legendary champion with thousands of wins and all the cards this time
Play Torment: Tides of Numenera
Play Phantom Brave PC more
Make Lunch and Eat It at the Kitchen Table for my Therapy homework
Contact the Humane Society about socializing animals
Alright I think that's all the things I want to do for now. That's a lot of things!
Let's see... Right now the sun is shining on me pretty hard so I'd rather not do any gaming until later, or working on my portfolio or resume. The bathroom is fine, so I guess I'll go beard trim now. Then I'll make breakfast, and then I'll try and call my dentist about the tooth.
After that I'll come back to the list and think about what I'm ready for.
8:41pm - I trimmed my beard nicely but when I went into the kitchen to make breakfast I realized I didn't want to cook/eat anything. That's not abnormal for me but it's also not healthy. I had a snack when I got up so that might be what's preventing me from preparing food now. I'll give it some time.
The sun is still bright where I'm sitting so I'm not sure what to do next. Maybe I should check the hours for the hair salon I like to go to?
Oh, they open in about 15 minutes. That's handy. I'll get dressed, go out and get a haircut and breakfast. <3
Be back soon!
9:55am - Got breakfast, took my pills, and had a haircut. Pretty expensive overall but a good bit of self-care.
Now I'm back home and the sun is high enough that it's illuminating the room rather than my face. Also Robby's up.
I just did some self-care that while seeming begnign was probably subconciously stressful. At any rate I don't feel like doing any of the work things I listed earlier, so I'll try some of the play things.
Robby's using the T.V. so no Xenoblade, and my gamepad is in the other room so I don't want to play Phantom Brave. That means either Duelyst or Torment, and Torment is kind of stressful, so I'll start off easy with some Duelyst!
10:50am - That's my daily quests done in Duelyst, and I don't feel like playing anymore right now. Anymore Duelyst that is. Now I have to choose between playing some Torment or working on my various chores.
Oh I know what I can do, I'll call up my dentist. Then I'll get back to that quandry.
11:10am - The dentist appointment is for much later than I expected. I think my Dentist is having a vacation or something. But the appointment is made. Also apparently next month is April and not May! Ha-hah! Hah hah hah...
Also I'm feeling a bit conficted. I'm close to playing Torment but I kind of want to just lay back and chill out for a while too. So, I'mma do the latter, then maybe the former.
3:17pm - I ended up napping for about three hours. Oh well. XD
I just found out my friends on Final Fantasy 14 are moving to a different server, but they've offered to pay my way across too, so that's good. If I remember correctly, we're switching to the Hyperion server? Of course I still haven't finished the original game, let alone the expansion content to get into the endgame like they are. And there's another expansion in the pipe! XD So it's nice of them to offer to pay my way across to the new server too. They said they'd make the same offer to another friend on that server we play with, which is good 'cause I was worried about leaving him behind after he made and leveled up another guy just to join us there. XD
I just had a small snack and it's time to decide what to do next. Robby's at work now so I could play Xenoblade, or I could play Torment, and I got my gamepad from the other room so I could also play Phantom Brave, and I remembered that I hadn't been playing Diablo 3 which I'd like to finish, so that's on the table too. But I think I'm going to push through my stressors and play Torment. I don't like how I've been avoiding it after the trouble of getting it from a friend so soon after it came out, and when I wanted to play it so much before I got it! So we'll give that a go.
6:15pm - Alright I played Torment for at least two hours, probably more. I spent some time before playing talking to a couple people, but that's alright. They had importantish things to say, and one I hadn't spoken with for a while and it was nice to have someone contact me instead of the other way around.
Now I'm going to rest some more. We'll see what comes of that.
6:34am the next day - WHAT THE HELL ME!? I go to cuddle for a half hour and then I wake up near midnight, but I can't get myself to move out of bed AGAIN. I struggle and suffer and drift in and out of sleep for another six hours before I can finally get out of bed. This is the second time in a few days this has happened to me, and I don't like it at all. :/
Now it's twelve hours later and I had plans for around 7pm yesterday. Damnit.
Anyways this is yesterday's post, so I'll post it now...
I've really fallen off the tracks lately. My sleep schedule has been MESSED UP the last week. I even missed my very important meds a couple days because I fell asleep on accident, without my CPAP machine, for long enough to be a night's sleep. Pretty bad. Yesterday though I was able to go to bed at a reasonable time, take all my meds and use my CPAP machine and this morning I feel really good for the first time in a week.
But I'm not really sure what to do with myself next!
I've got some things I'm supposed to do, some things I want to do, some things I don't want to do... Lots of stuff on my plate, and I need to figure out where to start and what steps to take. So that's why I'm writing this.
First off I'm going to try to list the things I want or don't want to do, in no particular order.
Call the Dentist about a broken filling
Make a giant resume with all the things for my Job Counsellor to pare down into a workable resume
Update my blog with current information
Update my portfolio on my blog
Get my programs from college portfolio ready
Trim my beard
Get a haircut
Make Breakfast and Eat It
Play Xenoblade Chronicles again
Play Duelyst more and hopefully not run into a legendary champion with thousands of wins and all the cards this time
Play Torment: Tides of Numenera
Play Phantom Brave PC more
Make Lunch and Eat It at the Kitchen Table for my Therapy homework
Contact the Humane Society about socializing animals
Alright I think that's all the things I want to do for now. That's a lot of things!
Let's see... Right now the sun is shining on me pretty hard so I'd rather not do any gaming until later, or working on my portfolio or resume. The bathroom is fine, so I guess I'll go beard trim now. Then I'll make breakfast, and then I'll try and call my dentist about the tooth.
After that I'll come back to the list and think about what I'm ready for.
8:41pm - I trimmed my beard nicely but when I went into the kitchen to make breakfast I realized I didn't want to cook/eat anything. That's not abnormal for me but it's also not healthy. I had a snack when I got up so that might be what's preventing me from preparing food now. I'll give it some time.
The sun is still bright where I'm sitting so I'm not sure what to do next. Maybe I should check the hours for the hair salon I like to go to?
Oh, they open in about 15 minutes. That's handy. I'll get dressed, go out and get a haircut and breakfast. <3
Be back soon!
9:55am - Got breakfast, took my pills, and had a haircut. Pretty expensive overall but a good bit of self-care.
Now I'm back home and the sun is high enough that it's illuminating the room rather than my face. Also Robby's up.
I just did some self-care that while seeming begnign was probably subconciously stressful. At any rate I don't feel like doing any of the work things I listed earlier, so I'll try some of the play things.
Robby's using the T.V. so no Xenoblade, and my gamepad is in the other room so I don't want to play Phantom Brave. That means either Duelyst or Torment, and Torment is kind of stressful, so I'll start off easy with some Duelyst!
10:50am - That's my daily quests done in Duelyst, and I don't feel like playing anymore right now. Anymore Duelyst that is. Now I have to choose between playing some Torment or working on my various chores.
Oh I know what I can do, I'll call up my dentist. Then I'll get back to that quandry.
11:10am - The dentist appointment is for much later than I expected. I think my Dentist is having a vacation or something. But the appointment is made. Also apparently next month is April and not May! Ha-hah! Hah hah hah...
Also I'm feeling a bit conficted. I'm close to playing Torment but I kind of want to just lay back and chill out for a while too. So, I'mma do the latter, then maybe the former.
3:17pm - I ended up napping for about three hours. Oh well. XD
I just found out my friends on Final Fantasy 14 are moving to a different server, but they've offered to pay my way across too, so that's good. If I remember correctly, we're switching to the Hyperion server? Of course I still haven't finished the original game, let alone the expansion content to get into the endgame like they are. And there's another expansion in the pipe! XD So it's nice of them to offer to pay my way across to the new server too. They said they'd make the same offer to another friend on that server we play with, which is good 'cause I was worried about leaving him behind after he made and leveled up another guy just to join us there. XD
I just had a small snack and it's time to decide what to do next. Robby's at work now so I could play Xenoblade, or I could play Torment, and I got my gamepad from the other room so I could also play Phantom Brave, and I remembered that I hadn't been playing Diablo 3 which I'd like to finish, so that's on the table too. But I think I'm going to push through my stressors and play Torment. I don't like how I've been avoiding it after the trouble of getting it from a friend so soon after it came out, and when I wanted to play it so much before I got it! So we'll give that a go.
6:15pm - Alright I played Torment for at least two hours, probably more. I spent some time before playing talking to a couple people, but that's alright. They had importantish things to say, and one I hadn't spoken with for a while and it was nice to have someone contact me instead of the other way around.
Now I'm going to rest some more. We'll see what comes of that.
6:34am the next day - WHAT THE HELL ME!? I go to cuddle for a half hour and then I wake up near midnight, but I can't get myself to move out of bed AGAIN. I struggle and suffer and drift in and out of sleep for another six hours before I can finally get out of bed. This is the second time in a few days this has happened to me, and I don't like it at all. :/
Now it's twelve hours later and I had plans for around 7pm yesterday. Damnit.
Anyways this is yesterday's post, so I'll post it now...