I want chai and a biscotti
Salutations everyone,
Im pretty pissed today. My teachers make me angry. My parents make me angry. most EVERYONE has been making me angry. The world in GENERAL makes me angry, oh, and im kinda cranky too, because im in a constant state of tiredness....and my mom signed me up for some stupid practice for the new SAT II thing....TOMMORROW...my weekend time....is gone....but i am STILL going to go to the rave saturday night...
because....
So i have so much fucking makeup work...its really getting to me...oh and i have to write a research paper this weekend. and im tired....
I have to wonder....IS valentines day just to make people like me feel even MORE like losers....or is that just an outcome?
I am doomed to be alone for the rest of my life...never have i had a decent relationship with someone....something always happens to make each relationship consecutively worse...it SUXORS!!! (only trey will understand that word) Im tempted to go get smashed and have sex with someone i dont know, like some of my friends are doing tonight....but im not going to...no, i will rot!
I want brownies....
Im pretty pissed today. My teachers make me angry. My parents make me angry. most EVERYONE has been making me angry. The world in GENERAL makes me angry, oh, and im kinda cranky too, because im in a constant state of tiredness....and my mom signed me up for some stupid practice for the new SAT II thing....TOMMORROW...my weekend time....is gone....but i am STILL going to go to the rave saturday night...
because....
So i have so much fucking makeup work...its really getting to me...oh and i have to write a research paper this weekend. and im tired....
I have to wonder....IS valentines day just to make people like me feel even MORE like losers....or is that just an outcome?
I am doomed to be alone for the rest of my life...never have i had a decent relationship with someone....something always happens to make each relationship consecutively worse...it SUXORS!!! (only trey will understand that word) Im tempted to go get smashed and have sex with someone i dont know, like some of my friends are doing tonight....but im not going to...no, i will rot!
I want brownies....