Brains, Fried on Toast with a Side of Beans

Jul 13, 2004 21:50

Should be working. But I'm not working.

Should be sleeping. But I'm not sleeping.

Should be eating dinner. But I'm not eating dinner.

I wonder if this is carryover burnout from my friend's wedding this past weekend. It took a lot more out of me than I realized. I thought a day or so of sleep would recharge my batteries. Instead I'm just - it's like my brain has a big blinking light over it that says "NO". NO, I don't want to talk. NO, I don't want to think. NO, I don't want to work. I stare off into the distance and just kind of zone out.

I've spent all day with one thing to do, that isn't going to take more than an hour or two, and I haven't done it.

Hubby stayed home from work so we could hang out, and I've been off in La La Land instead of enjoying Yummy Hubby Goodness.

I can't seem to get started on anything.

I hate this. And now my project is overdue, and I have other things that need to be done ASAP, and what am I doing?

I'm updating this.

Smart. Very smart.

insoooooomnia, noah, work lameness, i am i am i said i'm not myself

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