Jul 20, 2005 12:00
well it's tuesday and im ready for camp! on sunday i wrote somthing about this not going to be a long week well it seems liek now it will be ...i was wrong anyhow monday was a bad bad day sudnay night i got in a fight with my dad...again and monday i went off on him i was full out crying and trying to talk and wipeing my eyes at the same time he says hes trying to change his ways but i cant believe that b/c untill i see a change to me that means nothing then he tells me he loves me yea well if you love someone you dont hurt them but i have proven that wrong many times but still. so now i havent let my guard down and im still mad but whats new right.... anyhow today i went swimming with my grandma, cousin alexis, and zach and matt it was fun untill my ear got hurt...haha it hurt real bad but i sat out and read my book for a while laid out butttttttt didnt put any sunblock on b/c there wasnt very much sun but turns out you get burnt more when theres no sun and more clouds..hmm wel im learning from this mistake b/c my face.chest,back and legs are burnt and it HURTS!!!!!!! like no other tomorrow im going to drive with my driving insturctor for 2 whole hours man i hope its not as bad as i think. b/c my legs are killen me just sitting here writeing this :( camp is in 5 days man i cant wait i love camp theres nothing wrong about it (knock on wood) but really im very excited!! well right now im not very happy with jarrod hes called me yesterday and told me somthing not very good id ratehr not say though i dont want everyone to know O and more on that guy i like well i think were are just ment to be friends things just dont seem liek they werent ment to be so im gonna sit back and enjoy life while i can b4 i turn to old to sit on a couch and have to have some one help me up off it...haha anyhow that adress i promised you is on my info on aim which is spenilli315 so yea well im out ttyl much love
arielle_