Feb 19, 2010 02:21
I know that I lack talent already. You dont have to rub it in and just discount all my "achievements" however little they are. I know you know many better people and Im possibly the lowest in the whole "ranking chart" u have that. Honestly, i dont fucking care. But u dont come jumping about saying things that just makes me feel like ive wasted 7 years of my life doing. I dont need that, no thank you. Decided to just deal with it with rolled eyes. But of course, it still feels like you saying Iie, ikemasen to a japanese who asked you watashi to hanashimasu mou ii desuka?
why does it feel like everyone in the same field is against me secretly. Its like, they will laugh when I fall. Not only an evil laughter, but also immense and sadistic satisfaction. "EVEN like that also can" is probably what they are thinking.
What would a better way of dealing with mockery be? Is ignorance really the best way out? Its no use going into a confrontation is there?
Feeling rather Jaded. But its definitely a productive day in Uni I would say.
And Dad, you pressurize the cabin, not for structures sake. Its for the sake of humans whose organs will explode due to the immense pressure difference. Its actually harmful for the fuselage. Its a form of cyclical loading that may eventually lead to fatigue failure if not properly monitored. And im sure u knew that already :)
rant