I need a pair of blinkers, blinders(?)....(those things horses wear on their eyes)
I'm such a moron, I almost posted an entry using the 'comment' box on my previous post rather than this one.
Sheesh.
ANU sent me an unconditional offer for MComm.USyd IS the slowest. So right now I'm at at lost whther to send them a letter requesting to DEFER my entry year or just....reject them anyhow. Everytime I see one of these coming in, I question providence. I keep thinking ' Is there such a thing as destiny? Is there a SIGN that leads one to his destiny?" So did I read the signs along the way correctly or is everything just incidental and coincidental. Am I waay too neurotic? Do I need a lobotomy to stop these questions coming?
Gah!! I keep thinking that 24 is the ripe age for a postgrad...I mean I don't wanna do postgrad when I'm 30 and hang out with ppl who are too young, or hang out with people my age but who will bring their wife/wives/husband/kids out for socials right? So do I EVENTUALLY wanna do a post-grad or don't I? Having said that I really can't spend more years of my life collecting paper qualifications and having no substantial skills.
I hope seeing the letter of offer from Ben on Monday will make me focus and realise I really want this job after all. Its a challenge to get my out of my comfort zone. Oh Lord, let me have tons of crazy fun there. Let nothing stifle the ME that I wanna let loose. Just...Just so.There. Its not the past the point of no return yet but it will be. And it will be ironic should I pass my Certificate of legal practice Examination which I'll know either this Monday or the next because that effectively opens up another option for me.
Sheesh.
ANU sent me an unconditional offer for MComm.USyd IS the slowest. So right now I'm at at lost whther to send them a letter requesting to DEFER my entry year or just....reject them anyhow. Everytime I see one of these coming in, I question providence. I keep thinking ' Is there such a thing as destiny? Is there a SIGN that leads one to his destiny?" So did I read the signs along the way correctly or is everything just incidental and coincidental. Am I waay too neurotic? Do I need a lobotomy to stop these questions coming?
Gah!! I keep thinking that 24 is the ripe age for a postgrad...I mean I don't wanna do postgrad when I'm 30 and hang out with ppl who are too young, or hang out with people my age but who will bring their wife/wives/husband/kids out for socials right? So do I EVENTUALLY wanna do a post-grad or don't I? Having said that I really can't spend more years of my life collecting paper qualifications and having no substantial skills.
I hope seeing the letter of offer from Ben on Monday will make me focus and realise I really want this job after all. Its a challenge to get my out of my comfort zone. Oh Lord, let me have tons of crazy fun there. Let nothing stifle the ME that I wanna let loose. Just...Just so.There. Its not the past the point of no return yet but it will be. And it will be ironic should I pass my Certificate of legal practice Examination which I'll know either this Monday or the next because that effectively opens up another option for me.