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We all have our insecurities.
It's finding the people who make you forget about them.
It's about trusting them to always make you feel like you're worth their time.
And when you find someone who makes you change yourself to feel better around them, you've got the choice to keep them or throw them away.
Always throw them away.
Or stop worrying and stop complaining and stop letting them change you.
It isn't worth it.
I know this, yet I'm still here; worrying, complaining, hoping.
This Christmas is going to be great.
But I want to be bundled up with my friends for more than one day of this year.
I want there to be a huge sleepover with pajamas and everything.
Instead, I'll probably be in and out of Johnstown too quickly to see anything worthwhile.
Sans my family.
They're wonderful.
Still...I really hope to hang out with my friends, because I love and miss them and they never judge or threaten or question me.
It's finding the people who make you forget about them.
It's about trusting them to always make you feel like you're worth their time.
And when you find someone who makes you change yourself to feel better around them, you've got the choice to keep them or throw them away.
Always throw them away.
Or stop worrying and stop complaining and stop letting them change you.
It isn't worth it.
I know this, yet I'm still here; worrying, complaining, hoping.
This Christmas is going to be great.
But I want to be bundled up with my friends for more than one day of this year.
I want there to be a huge sleepover with pajamas and everything.
Instead, I'll probably be in and out of Johnstown too quickly to see anything worthwhile.
Sans my family.
They're wonderful.
Still...I really hope to hang out with my friends, because I love and miss them and they never judge or threaten or question me.