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Dear World,
I think I have a problem. This problem has to do with self-sabotage along the lines of grad school applications.
I seem to be behind in my abilities to submit supplemental application materials correctly or on time. I realize I probably do this because I'm more behind on my trumpet preparation than I should be at this time (this is not completely my fault, as my trumpet teacher seems to have turned into a complete flake over the last month and has subsequently cancelled or rescheduled a number of lessons with me), and if I screw up sending in supplemental materials, then I won't have to waste money auditioning to screw up my trumpet playing. This is dumb. I know this is dumb. But it's still how I'm operating. Somebody please either smack me or say something wise, because this is not the type of behavior that will get me into a warmer climate than Syracuse anytime soon.
Thanks,
Katy Messere
I think I have a problem. This problem has to do with self-sabotage along the lines of grad school applications.
I seem to be behind in my abilities to submit supplemental application materials correctly or on time. I realize I probably do this because I'm more behind on my trumpet preparation than I should be at this time (this is not completely my fault, as my trumpet teacher seems to have turned into a complete flake over the last month and has subsequently cancelled or rescheduled a number of lessons with me), and if I screw up sending in supplemental materials, then I won't have to waste money auditioning to screw up my trumpet playing. This is dumb. I know this is dumb. But it's still how I'm operating. Somebody please either smack me or say something wise, because this is not the type of behavior that will get me into a warmer climate than Syracuse anytime soon.
Thanks,
Katy Messere