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Hmm..........things are giong pretty well. I've got a record player that works ((only 14 buckaroos)). A very sweet deal so I enjoy more music.
I cried in front of my mom, something I haven't done in a really longtime. Afterwards she felt realy bad so that is how I think I got the needle for my record player. Guilt. Which doesn't feel right. Shouldn't she want to get a needle for the record player because she knows how many records I own and how music makes me so happy? Or because she loves me? Either way I've sat in my room listening to Richard Hell's becautiful voice singing another world which sorta mends me back.
I'm just sitting around being a single girl flirting with everyone. I'm starting to notice how much I flirt and it grosses me out. It's something I do all the time without noticing. I don't want to give off the wrong signals.
I want to go out and do something with people. I've been locked up by myself for about two-three weeks listening to music which is dandy to me but I also like to socialize and I miss being surrrounded by people. I like being the background and lately I'm not even in the background.
So I'm trying to organize something with someone but everything falls apart.
Oh sexual orientation is now part of the anti-discrimnation act! Whoo hoo.....
((i love you guys, sincerely))
I cried in front of my mom, something I haven't done in a really longtime. Afterwards she felt realy bad so that is how I think I got the needle for my record player. Guilt. Which doesn't feel right. Shouldn't she want to get a needle for the record player because she knows how many records I own and how music makes me so happy? Or because she loves me? Either way I've sat in my room listening to Richard Hell's becautiful voice singing another world which sorta mends me back.
I'm just sitting around being a single girl flirting with everyone. I'm starting to notice how much I flirt and it grosses me out. It's something I do all the time without noticing. I don't want to give off the wrong signals.
I want to go out and do something with people. I've been locked up by myself for about two-three weeks listening to music which is dandy to me but I also like to socialize and I miss being surrrounded by people. I like being the background and lately I'm not even in the background.
So I'm trying to organize something with someone but everything falls apart.
Oh sexual orientation is now part of the anti-discrimnation act! Whoo hoo.....
((i love you guys, sincerely))