Oct 20, 2009 19:42
I can't do this...
I don't really like him, I mean it's been growing on me..
But i can't picture myself with him, cause your face always comes up.
I'v tried to not turn into the monster I once was
and just break his heart and move on with my life...
I have a conscience now...
Why are you forcing me to do this?
I hate you so fucking much
Are we ever gonna get through this?
Is this the end of our story?
Will we just move on knowing we left things unfinished?
Will we move on to people whom we act like we like?
Are we gonna have to lead double lives like this?
Do you even feel the same???
Will we ever finish what we started... or is this it?
I love you so much and I can't get you out of my head....
How do I get better, once I've had the best?
Dammit.
:/