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Fuck.
I give up. Seriously.
I hate that everything falls into place for everyone EXCEPT me.
I've never felt so invisible and forgotten.
Things aren't working out here at all. Chuck the car. Chuck the phone. Chuck everything.
Fuck Matt. Fuck Mom. Fuck it all. There's no point in trying. Everytime I get somewhere, I get forced back at least fifty feet behind the starting line.
Just. God Damnit. I don't know what to do. I want to leave. I want to die. I want someone else to take this shit, cause I certainly can't.
If I'm weak, so be it.
I give up. Seriously.
I hate that everything falls into place for everyone EXCEPT me.
I've never felt so invisible and forgotten.
Things aren't working out here at all. Chuck the car. Chuck the phone. Chuck everything.
Fuck Matt. Fuck Mom. Fuck it all. There's no point in trying. Everytime I get somewhere, I get forced back at least fifty feet behind the starting line.
Just. God Damnit. I don't know what to do. I want to leave. I want to die. I want someone else to take this shit, cause I certainly can't.
If I'm weak, so be it.