May 08, 2004 13:26
I highly doubt that I'll have a good time today and tomorrow. With the exeption of hanging around with Elizabeth, I'm swamped with performances and other such frivolous things. I really want to go to Barnes and Noble, but we're not sure of that possibility yet. Imiss Caitlin. I miss everyone,even people I see every day. I looked at myself yesterday in the mirror and realized, once again, that there were so many things about myself I utterly despised. Though I've always tried to ignore it, I am very aware that I'm insecure when it comes to myself- beauty wise. Though I'd known this for a very long time, yesterday was one of the first times I wanted to cry about it. I felt pathetic in my own eyes, and hope for better days. I have to leave you now.
I highly doubt however, that I will be missed.