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[rejectedsoul__]

im sorry to everyone.
and i mean everyone.

... i really dont know who i am anymore.
i dont feel like me anymore, not the same nice, loving guy.
the one who was nice to anyone at all, no matter what.
now i feel more mean, more like an ass.

im truly sorry to everyone lately.
i just want it to be christmas time.
and just decorate the house. and my room and the tree, and buy gifts for people.
i think it will help me get some value back.