Some things never go the way you planned
I really think some people don't like me, for idiotic reasons. I haven't ever really showed anyone a reason to hate me, but who knows maybe I am just over reacting? Whatever. I don't like some people because they have either been very rude to me over simple things, or you have just offended me. I am not saying I want everyone to like me. I am just complaining about certain people. I don't understand you in anyway. You over react and post things in bulletins on myspace about things you don't really know about. You may not direct it to me specifically, but I get the hint that you are. It makes me sad when all I have ever done is been a nice, caring, & loving friend to you. I am not making this update to alot of people, I am making it to one person specificlly. I doubt they even check lj, but I am saying it anyways.
I am really sad. Thanks for making me feel like crap. Mission freaking accomplished.
I don't know who my true friends are anymore. I thought I had some friends not a bunch but enough to actually call my friends. I only truly trust Lexa, Adrienne, Rosie, Lynn & of course Chris. I tried to make so many people like me in the past I always wanted a bunch of friends to call my own, but now I don't. All most friends do is cause drama. This post isn't about Danielle either. So don't think it is. If they read this I hope they know its about them because I kind of made it obvious.
*I am frustrated with my life.
*I am confused about so many things.
*I am sad.
*I am just plain out hurt by you.
Chris has told me maybe they aren't even directing it towards me, and I over react and think they are. I don't know how to respond to that really. I try to speak my mind and all that does is get me into trouble so I always have to bite my tongue and think about what I am going to say. I hate it. I shouldn't have to sugar coat anything I say to not offend people. Like I said, I am really frustrated with my life. I want to move some where just to start over. To forget everything. To just be truly happy with myself, instead of wishing to be someone different. Does that even make sense?
I am really sad. Thanks for making me feel like crap. Mission freaking accomplished.
I don't know who my true friends are anymore. I thought I had some friends not a bunch but enough to actually call my friends. I only truly trust Lexa, Adrienne, Rosie, Lynn & of course Chris. I tried to make so many people like me in the past I always wanted a bunch of friends to call my own, but now I don't. All most friends do is cause drama. This post isn't about Danielle either. So don't think it is. If they read this I hope they know its about them because I kind of made it obvious.
*I am frustrated with my life.
*I am confused about so many things.
*I am sad.
*I am just plain out hurt by you.
Chris has told me maybe they aren't even directing it towards me, and I over react and think they are. I don't know how to respond to that really. I try to speak my mind and all that does is get me into trouble so I always have to bite my tongue and think about what I am going to say. I hate it. I shouldn't have to sugar coat anything I say to not offend people. Like I said, I am really frustrated with my life. I want to move some where just to start over. To forget everything. To just be truly happy with myself, instead of wishing to be someone different. Does that even make sense?