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today was baddd man.....
tonight shouldnt be much better. im going to sleep
People I miss being best friends with:
BobbySOmetimes I wonder about me and his friendship....I dont know what I ever do to get him to be mean to me, but he always is.......I miss my old best friend who I sat on the phone with one night for 4 hours and juss cried to... and he sat and listend. I miss the old days when everything was nice between us, and we used to go out to eat and juss hang, me n hin....it used to be a good time...or so I thought, now all we do is fight...=(I miss when we used to go to each other for advice, and when we used to talk about stupid random things and itd be fun
Damian The only thing I WANT to say is "be my best friend again"...The best friend u used to be before u started going out with jessica, before i started liking you, the best friend who i sat there and talk to about nothing for hours and said "hey ur my best friend becuase u said 'i like music that has meaning'" who else does freekin time in a bottle remind me of, the sweetest freekin love song ever, even though u sent it to one of ur exs....The one who u said "if me and u start fighting becuase of me and lauren, ill break up with her becuase I dont want to ruin our friendship" blah blah blah....where is that Damian that i used to love? now the only damian i know only talks to me when he needs help with stupid year book shit ='( that hurts me more than ne thing...
Jay
I miss me and Jays friendship more than anything man.... We used to have such good times together, whether it be in class writing pointless notes, or at each others houses...id give anything ot have that back....IDK how it all went bad, but it certainly did, to the point where we couldnt even stand to be on the bus together.....We had so many stupid inside jokes and all the stupid things we used to say to each other...and then when I started cutting myself again, he used to sit and talk to me, and how he used to get mad at me for not calling him when I said he would.......now if i called him hed be like go die..........haha, and everytime i see elena i think of how we used to make fun of her like mad man..........good times good times....I just wish we could have those back...like just start all over from the very begining.....like we didnt even know each other and just be friends again <3
I think seeing him last week made me think about him alot...
tonight shouldnt be much better. im going to sleep
People I miss being best friends with:
BobbySOmetimes I wonder about me and his friendship....I dont know what I ever do to get him to be mean to me, but he always is.......I miss my old best friend who I sat on the phone with one night for 4 hours and juss cried to... and he sat and listend. I miss the old days when everything was nice between us, and we used to go out to eat and juss hang, me n hin....it used to be a good time...or so I thought, now all we do is fight...=(I miss when we used to go to each other for advice, and when we used to talk about stupid random things and itd be fun
Damian The only thing I WANT to say is "be my best friend again"...The best friend u used to be before u started going out with jessica, before i started liking you, the best friend who i sat there and talk to about nothing for hours and said "hey ur my best friend becuase u said 'i like music that has meaning'" who else does freekin time in a bottle remind me of, the sweetest freekin love song ever, even though u sent it to one of ur exs....The one who u said "if me and u start fighting becuase of me and lauren, ill break up with her becuase I dont want to ruin our friendship" blah blah blah....where is that Damian that i used to love? now the only damian i know only talks to me when he needs help with stupid year book shit ='( that hurts me more than ne thing...
Jay
I miss me and Jays friendship more than anything man.... We used to have such good times together, whether it be in class writing pointless notes, or at each others houses...id give anything ot have that back....IDK how it all went bad, but it certainly did, to the point where we couldnt even stand to be on the bus together.....We had so many stupid inside jokes and all the stupid things we used to say to each other...and then when I started cutting myself again, he used to sit and talk to me, and how he used to get mad at me for not calling him when I said he would.......now if i called him hed be like go die..........haha, and everytime i see elena i think of how we used to make fun of her like mad man..........good times good times....I just wish we could have those back...like just start all over from the very begining.....like we didnt even know each other and just be friends again <3
I think seeing him last week made me think about him alot...