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I am cpoing with my current situations. Ive given up on caring . Everything has crumbled and now its time to sit around and sift through the rubble. I dont care. Somethings still get to me. In other words Cherie still gets to me. However this is still new and im sure that my feelings will change as situations do. Its not the first time that something like this has happened and im pretty sure that this wont be the last time. I just have to keep myself busy and not think about her and i dont get sad. Thats pretty much what the last week of my life has been . Keeping myself busy. It still doesnt work all the time , Actually there is at least collectivly 1 hr a day that i sit and think about shit that is out of my control. Twitch is going to give me money on monday or tuesday so at least ill have some money for my sons birthday which is on the 25th . That makes me really happy + ill have money to keep Vicky satisfied momentarily. I have to move my stuff soon . I dont know where im going to put it but Vickys new apartment is too small for me to move my stuff there. Im sure that things will work out in the end . Just got to have faith. Im still looking for a job and have been very unsuccessfull. I really need a job its rediculas. I cant stand just sitting around and having no money . It really sucks. Tonight were going to do a death march .
About 5 years ago our friend Chad died in a dirt biking accident . He rode a dirt bike into a tree and got sandwiched betweed the tree and the bike and broke his neck. We have bought or stole two gargoyls and Every year usually 2 or 3 times a year we make a pilgramage out to woodlawn and party on his grave and set up his gargoyls . Were going to get waisted . Morgan is even going to drink as well which is odd because morgan doesnt drink. I hate people dieing . Expecially young people. Chad was only 19 years old when he died . That is so young. I still miss him to this day . I guess that you never really forget something like that . He was the best. I still remember the day he died so well . Its so heart breaking. Well everyone have a really good day. Cherie i want to hang out at some point in time so i m going to try to get ahold of you . Take care kiddo.
About 5 years ago our friend Chad died in a dirt biking accident . He rode a dirt bike into a tree and got sandwiched betweed the tree and the bike and broke his neck. We have bought or stole two gargoyls and Every year usually 2 or 3 times a year we make a pilgramage out to woodlawn and party on his grave and set up his gargoyls . Were going to get waisted . Morgan is even going to drink as well which is odd because morgan doesnt drink. I hate people dieing . Expecially young people. Chad was only 19 years old when he died . That is so young. I still miss him to this day . I guess that you never really forget something like that . He was the best. I still remember the day he died so well . Its so heart breaking. Well everyone have a really good day. Cherie i want to hang out at some point in time so i m going to try to get ahold of you . Take care kiddo.