Decadent & Studious?
This four day weekend was long and eventful. I really don't understand how I can get up in the morning and function as i do. I mean, really all the hardcore parting and ass ramming I do should just make me inoperable or at least one would think.
I was productive this weekend. I finished my ten page research paper on the Costa Rican Sex Trade. It's utter shit, but done. Granted I should have done more research but as I stated above the hardcore partying and ass ramming tends to get in the way of things. No but seriously I could have spent more time on it, but whatever.
I also managed to piss a couple of people off this weekend. The first was Trevor. I really don't feel that bad about this situation. I only feel bad cause I've known him for so long. But basically on saturday he wanted me to go to the club with him and I refuted due to the tremendous amount of homework I had. Also, its the last place I want to be seen. I don't want to sound like a snob but the middle school scene is over, and I'm over it. But anyways, he then proceeded to call me numerous times while I was cramming. Me being the flake that I am I didn't pick up casue I just knew that he'd talk me into going out. And by talking me into it I mean him just saying the phrase, "We're gonna be going with some hot new boys I want you to meet them!" By the time he finishes the sentence I'd already be touching up my hair and spraying on cologne. I really needed to finish that paper. Luckily I did. But then I received a shitty text message from Trevor right before I was about to call him, so I said fuck that. I'm not going to play high school. We've yet to talk. Do I need to grow up?
I also managed to piss off Jason, my second roommate. How did I do that you ask? Simple, I reply. All one has to do Is flirt with jason's twin brother all evening and then proceed to have intercourse with him after he comes back from a bar. I mean granted I was asleep and suffering from early morning wood, but apparently I've made a less than desirable decision. I really don't know what to think of this situation in its entirety.
I guess what I'm most frustrated with is the fact that a great deal of my friends and people that are around treat me as if I'm incapable of being an adult. Granted I tend to slip and fall in cowboy boots and get drunk easily but that doesn't mean I don't know when enough is enough. I realize that the majority of people that I've been hanging out with have been a couple of years older than me, but that is no excuse for treating me like a little kid or even feeling obligated to look after me. Sure I make decisions on the haste, but I do it responsibly. I have sex, I use a condom. I drink, I do it around my real friends. I procrastinate, I then study hard.
All I'm trying to say is that for the most part I understand where everyone is coming from and their point of view. I'm still going to do what I want or whom I want, that is without being a douche. And if I am being a douche bag, give a heads up and I'll reevaluate some things.
I keep feeling like this entry is going to get me in trouble, I kinda like this fuck it mentality I'm in right now.
Rikard
I was productive this weekend. I finished my ten page research paper on the Costa Rican Sex Trade. It's utter shit, but done. Granted I should have done more research but as I stated above the hardcore partying and ass ramming tends to get in the way of things. No but seriously I could have spent more time on it, but whatever.
I also managed to piss a couple of people off this weekend. The first was Trevor. I really don't feel that bad about this situation. I only feel bad cause I've known him for so long. But basically on saturday he wanted me to go to the club with him and I refuted due to the tremendous amount of homework I had. Also, its the last place I want to be seen. I don't want to sound like a snob but the middle school scene is over, and I'm over it. But anyways, he then proceeded to call me numerous times while I was cramming. Me being the flake that I am I didn't pick up casue I just knew that he'd talk me into going out. And by talking me into it I mean him just saying the phrase, "We're gonna be going with some hot new boys I want you to meet them!" By the time he finishes the sentence I'd already be touching up my hair and spraying on cologne. I really needed to finish that paper. Luckily I did. But then I received a shitty text message from Trevor right before I was about to call him, so I said fuck that. I'm not going to play high school. We've yet to talk. Do I need to grow up?
I also managed to piss off Jason, my second roommate. How did I do that you ask? Simple, I reply. All one has to do Is flirt with jason's twin brother all evening and then proceed to have intercourse with him after he comes back from a bar. I mean granted I was asleep and suffering from early morning wood, but apparently I've made a less than desirable decision. I really don't know what to think of this situation in its entirety.
I guess what I'm most frustrated with is the fact that a great deal of my friends and people that are around treat me as if I'm incapable of being an adult. Granted I tend to slip and fall in cowboy boots and get drunk easily but that doesn't mean I don't know when enough is enough. I realize that the majority of people that I've been hanging out with have been a couple of years older than me, but that is no excuse for treating me like a little kid or even feeling obligated to look after me. Sure I make decisions on the haste, but I do it responsibly. I have sex, I use a condom. I drink, I do it around my real friends. I procrastinate, I then study hard.
All I'm trying to say is that for the most part I understand where everyone is coming from and their point of view. I'm still going to do what I want or whom I want, that is without being a douche. And if I am being a douche bag, give a heads up and I'll reevaluate some things.
I keep feeling like this entry is going to get me in trouble, I kinda like this fuck it mentality I'm in right now.
Rikard