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Crying makes my eyes sting.Today sucked. I cried too much. I thought about doing some horrible things too much. Why am I the way I am? Why do I need that special drug to keep me going everyday? I hate it. I want to be normal. I want to be independant. Do I deserve any of this? I thought I was something special.
So, I tried taking a lot of pictures of myself to keep me from crying. It didn't help much. But, just to enterain you guys. Here are some of the ugliest pictures of a girl named Kelsi Poh.
My eyes are pinkish/purple. I though that was neat.
and so this entry isn't all me..
This is Jake. He is one of the sexiest cats in the whole world. He was lying next to me when I was crying, and he came up to me, and licked my cheek, right where a tear was. I love him so much.