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im gonna be a junior.. thats... wow.. thats... WOW...
class of 09 is gonna be the JUNIOR class... what happend to being a freshman? uh yeah..thats RIGHT, we're sophomores..
overall sophomore year SUCKED for me...
josh and i arent talking as much anymore.. i find myself coming home in a bad mood for one reason or another, every single damn day. we ignore eachother... and then i come home crying... im not supposed to be this weak.. why?
i keep thinking about all the moments that were like the GREATEST ever.. but there are fewer of those than there are bad...
i want this year to end..
we ignored eachother for like 6 hours straight today...
and then for some reason, toward the of the day i could tell he felt just as 'unwanted' as i did.. so i was bummed... he waited for me outside of my third period class and hugged me...and told me that i was the "most attractive girl at RHS..VERY VERY... attractive" he said....
my answer; "oh.. thats nice....im tired.. i should go..bye."
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class of 09 is gonna be the JUNIOR class... what happend to being a freshman? uh yeah..thats RIGHT, we're sophomores..
overall sophomore year SUCKED for me...
josh and i arent talking as much anymore.. i find myself coming home in a bad mood for one reason or another, every single damn day. we ignore eachother... and then i come home crying... im not supposed to be this weak.. why?
i keep thinking about all the moments that were like the GREATEST ever.. but there are fewer of those than there are bad...
i want this year to end..
we ignored eachother for like 6 hours straight today...
and then for some reason, toward the of the day i could tell he felt just as 'unwanted' as i did.. so i was bummed... he waited for me outside of my third period class and hugged me...and told me that i was the "most attractive girl at RHS..VERY VERY... attractive" he said....
my answer; "oh.. thats nice....im tired.. i should go..bye."
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