have you ever
do you ever just feel outta place? like no matter what you do it is never enough? or what is the point in even trying? try to get your grades up and fail
failure over and over and over and over
why keep trying? whats the point if you will never succeed
why cant it just magically fix itself? how do you explain failure to those you love and why when you do try do they assume you failed?
example: i recieved a vm today calling me a liar and insisting that i pick up my phone because its not possible that i could be in class, that there is no way i could be trying to correct my mistakes and make something of my life hearing all that after discovering my second failing test grade in the same damn day why try? why even waste time? greg doesnt go to school and jon has a "real job" lots of people are making it just fine on their own with the college education why do i have to be here and get hurt and feel let down?
doesnt make a bit of sense if you ask my opinion everyone fucks up i guess its my turn to fail and hear ppl bitch about doing better and do this and do that you arent me so dont judge me dont tell me stupid instructions let me lead my own life. advice is one thing but nagging and nasty comments hurt ones abittions and possible positive attitude
fall break will help me catch up
it will shine new light on my classes
i will not fail anything in the end
after finals, after all the papers and classes there will not be a failure starring at my report card
failure over and over and over and over
why keep trying? whats the point if you will never succeed
why cant it just magically fix itself? how do you explain failure to those you love and why when you do try do they assume you failed?
example: i recieved a vm today calling me a liar and insisting that i pick up my phone because its not possible that i could be in class, that there is no way i could be trying to correct my mistakes and make something of my life hearing all that after discovering my second failing test grade in the same damn day why try? why even waste time? greg doesnt go to school and jon has a "real job" lots of people are making it just fine on their own with the college education why do i have to be here and get hurt and feel let down?
doesnt make a bit of sense if you ask my opinion everyone fucks up i guess its my turn to fail and hear ppl bitch about doing better and do this and do that you arent me so dont judge me dont tell me stupid instructions let me lead my own life. advice is one thing but nagging and nasty comments hurt ones abittions and possible positive attitude
fall break will help me catch up
it will shine new light on my classes
i will not fail anything in the end
after finals, after all the papers and classes there will not be a failure starring at my report card