Nonday - 자네의 유령

Aug 10, 2009 23:20

Minkie, Hee Jun

I can’t see the sky behind clouds
they’ve become so heavy, covering my head.
My mind can’t tell day from night
and I sleep with my eyes open.

The city is dark and cold.
Streetlight’s reflection shines from the puddles.
My shoes get wet as I walk over them
but I can’t feel it, oh no.

The streets seem so endless these days.
I don’t know how much longer I can take this.
There’s nothing behind the corners,
I doubt there ever was.

I think I’m really giving up now.
Like this I can’t make these feet walk any further.
My heart aches when I think of you,
and when I don’t, I go insane.

Tell me why did I fall in love like that?
Why did I close my eyes and didn’t watch where were we going along that road?
I don’t know anymore if you were even real,
and frankly, I don’t care
For what am I now but a ghost of you?

Tell me when did you leave me alone here?
Tell me that, for the love blinded my eyes and I didn’t notice anything.
I don’t know anymore if you ever loved me,
and frankly, I don’t care,
for what am I now but another ghost of you?

Looking back in time, I think
“What a foolish man I have been all along
letting you play with my life.”
Well, it’s all over now.

I think I’m finally realizing here.
The one that gets deceived is the real idiot.
The one deceiving wins the race
no matter the price, oh no.

Tell me why did I ever believe your words?
Why did I stay silent when I felt you sucking the life away from my body?
I don’t think it would’ve been that hard
to say no, even for once.
Now it’s too late to have second thoughts.

Tell me why did I ever bother to try?
Tell me that, and maybe I can understand myself and the reason for this pain.
I’m such a weak man, desperately crying over
such a bad woman that you are.
But what am I going to do without you now?

Tell me why did I fall in love like that? (Why on earth did I ever love you?)
Why did I close my eyes and didn’t watch where were we going along that road?
(Why did I take your hand and follow you where ever you took me?)
I don’t know anymore if you were even real, (Real or not, it doesn’t matter anymore.)
and frankly, I don’t care (I don’t give a damn.)
For what am I now but a ghost of you? (What am I but a ghost of you?)

Tell me when did you leave me alone here?
Tell me that, for the love blinded my eyes and I didn’t notice anything.
I don’t know anymore if you ever loved me,
and frankly, I don’t care,
for what am I now but another ghost of you?
Did I ever be anything but a ghost of you?
Previous post Next post
Up