Poor Neglected Baby.
Dada loves you and he will be back on a semi weekly basis. Or at least that is what he is going to tell you until he turns around and forgets all about you.
So, let's do a quick run down of this little ditty I call life.
I am strongly considering easing my way into the wonderful world of not eating animals. I have had nearly an entire day to myself and I have been doing the reading and the what have you and yeah... most likely going that way. Just don't really know when I am going to make the move, but the goddamn carrots finally have me in check and I really am having trouble finding a way to move out of it.
Stop.
Education wise, my year long hiatus is quickly approaching its conclusion and I have been taking great pains to get in touch with the new University with regards to my enrollment with them. It is a pain in the ass and I fucking hate it, but damn it I need to get it out of the way so that I can start to look at the housing in that area. I am going to give them until next week to get back to me, and then I am going to be hounding the school like a rabid animal. Also, trying desperately not to pressure Jenn into making sure she is good to go for heading with me. I want her to come with me and I want the two of us to be there together as it would be a nice transition into the ideal future we have both spent the last two years imagining for ourselves.
Stop.
I need to get back into the swing of drawing nightly and doing my half assed workouts, so that I can stay in some semblence of a trim, sexy, healthy individual. Hopefully, on the artistic side of things I will manage to have the dust brushed aside and have my lovely hands sparklingly clean within the month! Hopefully...
Stop.
Saving money needs to start happening in a big damn way, and it should. So long as I can manage to stick to the plan that I have layed out for myself. I also want to try and start sneaking overtime into my schedule when available so that I can get that extra cash flow moving in for me. This means that yesterday's trip to Jax will be my last very big spending trip, which sucks but I think that it is going to be wholly necessary. Blow.
Stop.
I am starting to feel increasingly distant from the people in my house. This became extremely apparent after Jenn and I got back from the Dadd house trip. We had a dinner for my little sister's birthday, and I slipped into a depression while sitting at the table. It simply became worse as dinner drug on, and everyone staring at me and showing concern certainly didn't help matters. I think that Chelsea really did not want to even have the dinner in the first place so that really didn't seem to help things all that much.
Stop.
So, let's do a quick run down of this little ditty I call life.
I am strongly considering easing my way into the wonderful world of not eating animals. I have had nearly an entire day to myself and I have been doing the reading and the what have you and yeah... most likely going that way. Just don't really know when I am going to make the move, but the goddamn carrots finally have me in check and I really am having trouble finding a way to move out of it.
Stop.
Education wise, my year long hiatus is quickly approaching its conclusion and I have been taking great pains to get in touch with the new University with regards to my enrollment with them. It is a pain in the ass and I fucking hate it, but damn it I need to get it out of the way so that I can start to look at the housing in that area. I am going to give them until next week to get back to me, and then I am going to be hounding the school like a rabid animal. Also, trying desperately not to pressure Jenn into making sure she is good to go for heading with me. I want her to come with me and I want the two of us to be there together as it would be a nice transition into the ideal future we have both spent the last two years imagining for ourselves.
Stop.
I need to get back into the swing of drawing nightly and doing my half assed workouts, so that I can stay in some semblence of a trim, sexy, healthy individual. Hopefully, on the artistic side of things I will manage to have the dust brushed aside and have my lovely hands sparklingly clean within the month! Hopefully...
Stop.
Saving money needs to start happening in a big damn way, and it should. So long as I can manage to stick to the plan that I have layed out for myself. I also want to try and start sneaking overtime into my schedule when available so that I can get that extra cash flow moving in for me. This means that yesterday's trip to Jax will be my last very big spending trip, which sucks but I think that it is going to be wholly necessary. Blow.
Stop.
I am starting to feel increasingly distant from the people in my house. This became extremely apparent after Jenn and I got back from the Dadd house trip. We had a dinner for my little sister's birthday, and I slipped into a depression while sitting at the table. It simply became worse as dinner drug on, and everyone staring at me and showing concern certainly didn't help matters. I think that Chelsea really did not want to even have the dinner in the first place so that really didn't seem to help things all that much.
Stop.