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OMG. i have finally decided what i want to do with my life. holy jesus. i always knew vaguely what area of study i wanted to go to college for, but now i finally figured out what i want to major in. social work. most likely i'm going to end up going to SUNY Plattsburgh, but that's okay. yay, i'm excited. :)
in other news....i've had a lot of time to think about me and jeffery and our issues and all that jazz...and i've made a ton of realizations. like it's way different than before. i now see what he was trying to get me to see. honestly. and it makes things so much easier to fix...well kind of. cuz i wouldn't really be able to fix some of it unless he helped, but like that's gonna happen. so i guess i just have to let him have his space, no matter how hard it is (just keep myself occupied), and wait till saturday so that we can have a heart to heart in person. hopefully. god if he doesn't show.......something really bad will happen. however i do not know what. i'll prolly end up in the nuthouse. :(
well i guess that's all i have to say for now.
in other news....i've had a lot of time to think about me and jeffery and our issues and all that jazz...and i've made a ton of realizations. like it's way different than before. i now see what he was trying to get me to see. honestly. and it makes things so much easier to fix...well kind of. cuz i wouldn't really be able to fix some of it unless he helped, but like that's gonna happen. so i guess i just have to let him have his space, no matter how hard it is (just keep myself occupied), and wait till saturday so that we can have a heart to heart in person. hopefully. god if he doesn't show.......something really bad will happen. however i do not know what. i'll prolly end up in the nuthouse. :(
well i guess that's all i have to say for now.