paragraphs of babblement
im in comp sci ready to shoot my skull clear off my body. 3 hr class of rambling about comp programming language. which is fine. but im tired. and i can be doing calc right now. although, i got 100 on my test. so thats always lovely :)
yesterday was my bday. it was awesome. justin got me the best present ever. at first i didnt kno what it was haha (imma lil slow) but when i realized, i seriously have never been so excited. hes wonderful<33
we went to fridays with my parents. they love justin. which is awesome, again.
wonderful gifts<33
i put justin through phantom of the opera. and realized, that musicals really ARENT his thing. oh well. cant have it all. but hes goooooood kisser<3 mmmm
i also had a good time at vincis. usually i find it quite...yawnish. but me and justin pregamed and that made it much better. ahh nickys funny. we got white castle (puke) and i called soto. i think he was drunk actually lol ugh we started talkin about shit i didnt need justin to hear but i cant control my over-verbal sessions. blahhh. and then justin told me to call corey stein. i really dont kno why. and i mustve sounded retarded. UGH. then of course i had my lil emo session in his room. took a walk in the dark, like always. screamed. cried a lil more. and came back to his house.
my guess at that time was, my best friend probably wont remember my bday.
well...
helaina called at 12:18 and of course remembered. cuz shes my real best friend.
as for the other best friend that refuses to even talk to me anymore...
well he didnt.
so fuck that.
i love my friends now more than ever.
and fuck drama.
yesterday was my bday. it was awesome. justin got me the best present ever. at first i didnt kno what it was haha (imma lil slow) but when i realized, i seriously have never been so excited. hes wonderful<33
we went to fridays with my parents. they love justin. which is awesome, again.
wonderful gifts<33
i put justin through phantom of the opera. and realized, that musicals really ARENT his thing. oh well. cant have it all. but hes goooooood kisser<3 mmmm
i also had a good time at vincis. usually i find it quite...yawnish. but me and justin pregamed and that made it much better. ahh nickys funny. we got white castle (puke) and i called soto. i think he was drunk actually lol ugh we started talkin about shit i didnt need justin to hear but i cant control my over-verbal sessions. blahhh. and then justin told me to call corey stein. i really dont kno why. and i mustve sounded retarded. UGH. then of course i had my lil emo session in his room. took a walk in the dark, like always. screamed. cried a lil more. and came back to his house.
my guess at that time was, my best friend probably wont remember my bday.
well...
helaina called at 12:18 and of course remembered. cuz shes my real best friend.
as for the other best friend that refuses to even talk to me anymore...
well he didnt.
so fuck that.
i love my friends now more than ever.
and fuck drama.