i feel rebirth coming down on me
ah, nice weather today! i got to wear a skirt <3 of course justin got the benefit of that ^_^
oh today was just so wonderful. i woke up this morning thinking about going to assun pink. because i used to go there when the weather was nice.
i went to justins and we were sitting on his couch. heslike, what shall we do? and i go, idk. and he spurts out: Let's go to Assun Pink! and i nearly fell off his black cozy couch onto his (typical) grey floor. I told him how I was thinking of that earlier. Eerie!
So we went there and took a nice drive in his new car (with its new car smell..ahh) and listened to the samurai champloo soundtrack. ah, how i miss that show. its prob the BEST anime show ever. cuz im not big on anime. but that show was the shit.
And before we got into the car even, I go --- oh you should've brought your camera! and he goes, oh you mean this? (pulls out camera). I stood in disbelief. I swear it's like we own the same brain. Okay so maybe this doesn't really appeal to anyone but myself but seriously. Amazing. Amazingly cool.
What was cooler was kissing him today. And it felt like the first time. I got chills right through me, even in the warm breeze. Ah, magical.
So Nicky came over and we all went to see 300. Good flick. I like violent movies. Except Saw3. that was just unethical in my book.
Then Justin and I spent some time alone before meeting up with Nicky at the burg. And Justin said for some reason today felt like the first time too. Weird. He suggested it was the weather. And I somehow can understand that. Idk. But he seriously has got me so head over heels it's ridic. Idk what to do with myself half the time. And even when we're out...I just catch myself staring at him. Because it's like hes a new thing every day. It's like i don't even know what it's like to kiss him. And when it happens I just get that cozy feeling all over again. Ah, i sound so pathetic. But when it happens to you, you'll know.
Welp, Justins been makin up some new tunes for us. so its not too shabby. needs some simplifying i think. but i think its gunna turn out awesome. we both like the same kind of stuff.
i see where the name Xerces came from for that deftones song i LOVE. dl it. it changed my life. but i dont think itll change urs. whatever. reminds me of floating through space. i like pianos.
well imma go clean my room.
(realistically, upload pictures to save room on my computer)
gute nacht.
oh today was just so wonderful. i woke up this morning thinking about going to assun pink. because i used to go there when the weather was nice.
i went to justins and we were sitting on his couch. heslike, what shall we do? and i go, idk. and he spurts out: Let's go to Assun Pink! and i nearly fell off his black cozy couch onto his (typical) grey floor. I told him how I was thinking of that earlier. Eerie!
So we went there and took a nice drive in his new car (with its new car smell..ahh) and listened to the samurai champloo soundtrack. ah, how i miss that show. its prob the BEST anime show ever. cuz im not big on anime. but that show was the shit.
And before we got into the car even, I go --- oh you should've brought your camera! and he goes, oh you mean this? (pulls out camera). I stood in disbelief. I swear it's like we own the same brain. Okay so maybe this doesn't really appeal to anyone but myself but seriously. Amazing. Amazingly cool.
What was cooler was kissing him today. And it felt like the first time. I got chills right through me, even in the warm breeze. Ah, magical.
So Nicky came over and we all went to see 300. Good flick. I like violent movies. Except Saw3. that was just unethical in my book.
Then Justin and I spent some time alone before meeting up with Nicky at the burg. And Justin said for some reason today felt like the first time too. Weird. He suggested it was the weather. And I somehow can understand that. Idk. But he seriously has got me so head over heels it's ridic. Idk what to do with myself half the time. And even when we're out...I just catch myself staring at him. Because it's like hes a new thing every day. It's like i don't even know what it's like to kiss him. And when it happens I just get that cozy feeling all over again. Ah, i sound so pathetic. But when it happens to you, you'll know.
Welp, Justins been makin up some new tunes for us. so its not too shabby. needs some simplifying i think. but i think its gunna turn out awesome. we both like the same kind of stuff.
i see where the name Xerces came from for that deftones song i LOVE. dl it. it changed my life. but i dont think itll change urs. whatever. reminds me of floating through space. i like pianos.
well imma go clean my room.
(realistically, upload pictures to save room on my computer)
gute nacht.