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everything felt so hypothetical until now.
now it's real and there is no turning back.
i lack confidence.
i know that i am capable of rising to the occasion.
i think my brain does this worrying/neurotic/expecting to fail thing as a defense mechanism for if/when things fall apart.
now it's real and there is no turning back.
i lack confidence.
i know that i am capable of rising to the occasion.
i think my brain does this worrying/neurotic/expecting to fail thing as a defense mechanism for if/when things fall apart.