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♙ APOLLO heliocentricism
IN CHARACTER He's getting better! He was really really miserable for a while and just HATED EVERYTHING. But now he is more of a kind of miserable and only hating a fair amount of things. He's not stupid, despite his IMMEDIATE KNEEJERK DENIAL of like everything. Apollo's old! He can think when he wants to! The power swap taught him shit.
But Camp . . . it isn't boring really but it's not somewhere he wants to be anymore. He isn't as entertained and he hasn't really got any reason to stay except Ganymede. So when things were out with him and Ganymede it was a definite DNW. Now it's more of a "eh, dnw" sort of feeling.
OUT OF CHARACTER IDK really. I am just not feeling it. THINGS SHOULD BE EXCITING TO DO and instead I am just like ehhhh okay, sure why not. Apollo doesn't have a ton of Meaningful CR to him. He has Ganymede and I guess Sam (???) but other than that he just . . . doesn't. I AM BORING MYSELF, basically and when I bore myself the drop train is just around the corner idk. I LOVE HIS ICONS THOUGH and he is one of the few characters I want to play on ~100 icons, but his paid time is coming up and I am not sure I want to renew it because of my ~feelings~
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I can't until I get properly straightened with Ganymede, but . . . I just am not feeling it and with so many characters ( somehow! I feel like I have so many characters! Which is weird because I am at the lowest I've been in a while ) I feel like I should shed some more.
♙ DIETRICH VON LOHENGRIN cognitagonist
IN CHARACTER Okay, actually! He's having ~fun~ with Light. He's sort of adjusted to Isaak existing and worked around that. He's mellow. A little disappointed that he can't seem to find Abel anywhere and Esther left him and in general playing with Radu is kind of like stepping on a worm. Entertaining but the spark is gone. Especially compared to the hilarious faces that Light makes.
OUT OF CHARACTER HA HA HA HA. Dietrich is pretty much definitely getting the whack. I've mentioned this before but as a character I feel -- as a player playing this character -- that I should play both sides of him. And recently I have, but to be honest it doesn't thrill me like it used to. I used to get a kick out of doing nice threads while Dietrich was being an utter bastard in another thread. Now it's just like. Eh. Oh well. Sort of an automated thing. THE LOVE IS GONE. I still get a thrill out of destroying Light's brain, but that's hardly a reason to keep a character in Camp. I'm not . . . My play of Dietrich isn't clicking with Camp in general at the moment, nor is it really clicking with me and I've been sitting on this drop for a while.
I am a little worried that when I drop Dietrich I'll miss him and want to reapp him. Three times the reapp seems a bit excessive to me, now. And it isn't like I think his difficulties will disappear. He's a difficult character to sustain anywhere, imo and a jamjar RP like CFUD isn't going to keep him playable for long because of lol his attention span. Sometimes I have moments of egotism where I feel lucky that I've managed to hold him as long as I do.
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One of my favorite characters ever. I will miss his icons and hilarisadism. Anyone have suggestions for a replacement Dietrich!?
♔ DOROTHY blushterous
IN CHARACTER A little off-balance, but in general good! Jack is here and that is the most important thing for her. People seem nice. And even though Camp is kind of weird, she feels that it's not as weird as it could be and the lack of horrific people-turned-monsters-wishing-well-problems are good. She is a little worried about being in Camp and leaving Alice and Kai at home and just the What If What If What If, but she also has faith in them so it is less worrisome than it could be. Also maybe Jill is helping who knows
OUT OF CHARACTER FFFFFFFFF SO HAPPY I APPED A PRETTY NICE GIRL AGAIN. I love Dorothy. I did forget how exhausting it is to play someone who cares though, and my steam with her runs out very quickly. However she's fun I love her icons and she might make some CR! Which would be really exciting because sometimes I feel a little \O_O/ whacked out on my CR.
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Not on the table right now! She's still new ♥
♘ KAITLYN freakjustice
IN CHARACTER HATES CAMP. She feels like her responsibilities lie in Whitechapel, first of all. Second everyone sucks. Kait is kind of an ANGRY PERSON in general. She solves problems by kicking them in the balls and stuff. And the problems in Camp are not really solved by that! On the other hand, Jack the Ripper is here and she is like >) OH YEAH I'M GOING TO FUCK YOUR SHIT UP, JACK THE RIPPER, YOU'VE GOT SOME BALLS COMING INTO MY TOWN. ( Ignore the fact that this isn't her town ). She also dislikes that she's been STUCK HERE WITH KIRK AND KARL and not some of the other Freaks because she likes them better.
OUT OF CHARACTER eh. EH! Kait is hard for me to play! I do not do angry well. Also she's so VERY DIRECT that I feel it must be hard to play off of her. Also Kait doesn't do the talking so much as the lurking and then the beating. Unless it's with the other Freaks. And even then she lurks and sneaks up on them like a creeper. I LOVE THE CANON A LOT THOUGH. And AJ loving canons is a rare and mystical thing. So. T-t-t-torn.
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blah blah suckage blah blah love FA blah blah what to do blah blah
♔ ROKUDOU MUKURO reincarceration
IN CHARACTER AMUSED, slightly bored, lazy! Is pretty much him in a nutshell. He enjoys swanning about with Rhode and Hatter and all them. He has a few lazy games started -- Vincent, Kirk, maybe one with Raikou, I can't even remember right now. They're fun and pass the time. There isn't any urgency with anything he does. He's been here a while, lots of people left and he's mostly just a resigned asshole.
OUT OF CHARACTER I once went through a phase where I was definitely dropping Mukuro. That phase has passed and is not coming back for a while it seems. He's easy to play, versatile as far as what I can do and gawd no one pays attention to canon, right? I mean, Mukuro hasn't shown up for like 3 years ( excluding TYLMUkuro who is not the same character really anyway ) So I am just like lawlolol.
Sometimes I still have vague OH SHIT SON I SUCK but then I realize I don't really care. Because I have fun and it Works For Me and if you are going to tell me I suck from playing from Reborn ... well. Amano's writing and character trajectories seem to be a convenience of plot and accessories anyway, so there.
I do want to have a bit more meaty CR. I mean, I already have some, but most of it is Negative. I wish for some Positive CR -- but I know it's a Long Road, to get that kind of CR with Mukuro because of who he is, his personality and all of that jazz. And/or some kind of weird thing to jumpstart it. So, I know it isn't going to happen.
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Part of my soul is a fruity pineapple man. I am not sure what else to say. What else is there to say!?
♘ RIKU socialgraceless
IN CHARACTER OKAY!? PRETTY HAPPY!? I mean, Riku is a pretty simple kid and Fourth's here so YAY.
OUT OF CHARACTER Uhhhhhh. Uhhhhh. IDK man. I just don't know. I love having a happy kid. He's cute! He has some other sort of things I can do. But he also feels like a one or two trick pony and I feel like it would be annoying or tiresome to thread with. And I am just bad at getting him out. Also what is CR? How does I child? What is roleplay!!1
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WHAT IS LOVE?!
♖ SAKIGAMI TOTO ☆ MOCKINGBIRD hemoeroticism
IN CHARACTER Bored. Bored bored bored bored. Without Shiro or Ganta here he is really just a loose cannon. Crow and Hummingbird are here and that is something to do, but they're not really what he's interested in. And he dislikes just waiting around if there's no point to it. He's probably moodier than he appears but with enough little bells and whistles to entertain him it isn't a complete loss.
OUT OF CHARACTER I love Deadman Wonderland. I love Toto! Camp is a really really bad fit. But I kind of don't care and I'm going to keep him anyway so there.
Baasssiccaaalllyyy I plan on holding onto Toto until canon gives me more/tells me it is done giving me information about him and then I'll see how I feel. SO YEAH uh I am totally character squatting, sorry \O_O/
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Not for a while, hopefully.
♔ X-23/LAURA KINNEY duplicut
IN CHARACTER Okay! She is almost always OKAY!1 in Camp. Camp is a nice place compared to home. Every now and then she feels guilty for sort of . . . taking time off to putz around in Camp, but she really needs the time off so . . . yeah. Not much to say :|a
OUT OF CHARACTER Laura is one of my favorittteeesss. I often feel bad because she leaves the burden of conversation up to the other threader, but she has a lot of things I love and hopefully new canon will be AMAZINGor terrible and just. Yeah.
I do want to get some more CR for her, but I know it's a long hard haul to get CR with her as well. So. I can be patient :|b
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Not dropping :'D Even though Marvel is full of hookers.
♕ Aj alexander
SOTU It is unlikely that I will drop Camp in the near future! I do feel . . . not quite in synch still. And this is a feeling that has been following me for a while and I really dislike it. Because it isn't as though there aren't posts or people to play in/with! I just have been really bad at jumping and maintaining my own posts and being a Good Camp RPer and it makes me go DX jkbajh. Also the kind of CR that used to bring me joy isn't. And then I went through this phase of Trying to App People I Felt Would Get Along With Camp's General Populace Better and that landed me in failure :'D. So now I am back to just doing whatever I want and I think it's working better, but ugh out of synch feeling wrrrry.
My lineup is in sore need of a rehaul somehow. Either by apping better balancers or a larger drop I am not sure. But I look at who I play and often go :/ not because I don't like the characters but I feel like it isn't offering up enough for people to play with or something. IDK.
Stuffffffffffffffffffffffffffff. Also I want to plot but I keep sucking at following up.
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♥ coding!