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'well, she already left me once. I doubt she'd do it again just for the hell of it.'
HAHA.. okay welllllllll .. I sent him a message on myspace just being straight up and honest. Like.. I can't lose anything else by this point. he's already gone. What's it gunna hurt? I felt like for me.. I had to say that I missed him and still loved him. I realize it's not the cat and mouse game that lovers are supposed to play, but I'm soooo sickkkk offfff gammmessss! lol
i don't get it. I delete my numbers, and THEY CALL ME. and have a crush on me. :whimpers:
i need to just..disappear haha I was realizing though why I love Ryan so much. and I miss him and worry about him like crazyyyy..
I dont know anymore now that I've saidit to matt.. how I feel. because I shouldn't have to work this hard.
ohhhhhwellllllll
fuck it!
in a good way. :) as in, i'm happy to say it.
I just want to kick back and go to coffee O with my bff.. =/ he said his life was fucked up right now.. so I want to know what's going on but he never has time.. it's harsh,but its his life. I cant make anyone want me in theirs. I'm tired of fighting fates haha
omg.. slices and ices has the BEST fucking pizza. it's so much though like one slice makes you full.
weird, huh?
i had mythology final this morning and felt AWFUL for it. so I came back and slept till like 1. but I think or Hope I did well? o-0 <3
I have bio and micro friday... eepppp.. I wonder if a train could hit me in between now and then. not to like kill me; just set me in the hospital or something. o-0
yeah I know lol peace!
HAHA.. okay welllllllll .. I sent him a message on myspace just being straight up and honest. Like.. I can't lose anything else by this point. he's already gone. What's it gunna hurt? I felt like for me.. I had to say that I missed him and still loved him. I realize it's not the cat and mouse game that lovers are supposed to play, but I'm soooo sickkkk offfff gammmessss! lol
i don't get it. I delete my numbers, and THEY CALL ME. and have a crush on me. :whimpers:
i need to just..disappear haha I was realizing though why I love Ryan so much. and I miss him and worry about him like crazyyyy..
I dont know anymore now that I've saidit to matt.. how I feel. because I shouldn't have to work this hard.
ohhhhhwellllllll
fuck it!
in a good way. :) as in, i'm happy to say it.
I just want to kick back and go to coffee O with my bff.. =/ he said his life was fucked up right now.. so I want to know what's going on but he never has time.. it's harsh,but its his life. I cant make anyone want me in theirs. I'm tired of fighting fates haha
omg.. slices and ices has the BEST fucking pizza. it's so much though like one slice makes you full.
weird, huh?
i had mythology final this morning and felt AWFUL for it. so I came back and slept till like 1. but I think or Hope I did well? o-0 <3
I have bio and micro friday... eepppp.. I wonder if a train could hit me in between now and then. not to like kill me; just set me in the hospital or something. o-0
yeah I know lol peace!