i will be embarrassed about this later, but i feel like i have to...
Am I so lacking in good personality traits that the only way I can get people to care about me is to make them feel like they have to? It is so exhausting having to feel that no one cares about me, and then all alone to make myself believe that they do, just so I constantly keep asking people for help. Can't someone for once just care that I need help and give it without my having to beg for it?