FORBIDDEN LOVE (reitaxruki)- chp 2
Title: Forbidden Love
Author: reiloveskitkat
Chapter: 2/??
Genre: AU, angst?
Band: the Gazette
Pairing: ReitaxRuki, ReitaxUruha
Ratings: PG-15 - a bit R
Warnings: Bad english, no-beta
Disclaimer: I have none of them.. *cries*
Summary: Ruki moved to his brother’s apartment where he live with his lover.. (Ruki’s POV)
Notes: finally, I have time to write this… huff… hope you enjoy the… ^___^ this time is a bit longer…
Enjoy~~
Along the trip to home I just looked at the window, watching all the people on the street. I didn’t think anything. My mind was just gone blank until I realized that surround me turned darker. We had arrived in a parking lot so that I guessed this building was their apartment. Reita turned off the engine and got off from the car and I followed him.
We went to the backdoor but he was faster, he took my bags and brought them. I didn’t know why he didn’t let me got my bags myself. Did he think that I was too small for them???? I hate that if he did! D<
“Reita… I can bring them by myself..” I pouted. But what he did? He just laughed without giving the bag to me.
“Just relax, Ruki… Isn’t it okay if I treat my guest as good as I can?” he said as patted my head.
I blushed again. Really, I didn’t know what wrong with me. “Stop it.. I’m not a kid..” I said lowly as swatting his big hand away.
Reita just chuckled still with his angelic voice and I loved his voice. I shook my head. I couldn’t and might not love him. I took a deep breath to calm my nerves. ‘He has Uruha, he has Uruha already….and I don’t love him!’.
I just walked and then we stopped in front of the elevator. As the door opened, Reita put his hand on my back to push me in gently. I could the warm from his hand even I had my jacket on.
The elevator was just filled by us, but Reita stood so close to me until his hand brushed against mine. Suddenly I shivered by the touch. I turned my head to face him and what I saw just his handsome face without any expression. My gaze turned back to the light of the elevator. And as a ‘ding’ sound was heard, the door opened.
We stepped out from the box and walked toward the second door at our left side. It was Reita and Uruha’s flat. I was looking around while Reita was busy to unlock the door.
“Come in, Ru..” he opened the door and held it for me.
I stepped as mouthed a ‘thank you’ for him. And after we were inside, I looked around and I found that the room was so comfy, at the wall there were a lot of pictures of Reita and Uruha. Almost all of them were their intimate picture. I frowned a little and felt kind of jealous.
Then I looked at Reita again who now walking across the living room then opened a door. “Here is your room…” he faced me and smile.
I walked toward him and entered the room and I was amazed seeing my soon-to-be-room was very neat. Apparently, Uruha had taken care of it for me. I smiled and I would thank my brother later.
Reita placed my bags on the bed and smiled at me again. “See how excited your brother is?”
I looked around again. “Yeah… Thank you…” I smiled.
He walked back to the door. “If you need something just tell me okay..”
“Okay..” I smiled again to him. Did I look cute enough for him? 0___0 okaaay, I shouldn’t think like that.
After he got out from my room, I laid myself on the comfy bed then looked at the ceiling. I closed my eyes and turned to my side, sending me into a deep slumber.
~~
I snapped my eyes open and sat suddenly. What time is it now?? I reached my hand to my head as I felt my head spinning. I should open my eyes slowly. I sighed and turned my gaze to find a clock in the room. I was surprised as I knew that I had slept just for 15 minutes!
I got off the bed and opened my one of my bag looking for my clean clothes and towel. I really needed a hot bath right now. Then after I found them I stepped inside the bathroom. I set the water temperature and took off all my clothes. I shivered as the warm water touched my back, made some relax sensation on my tensing muscle. I took my body wash and smelled it before pouring it on my palm. I smiled as sensing the aromatic essence.
After about ten minutes cleaning my body, I went back to my room and wore my clean oversized shirt and shorts above my knees. Looking at the mirror I saw that my face was a bit paler than usual and my brunette hair was also a mess, maybe I was just too tired.
I decided to go out from my room and watched on TV. I stepped outside but I saw no one in the livingroom, maybe Reita was taking a bath in his room. So that I just sat there and turned on the TV, no interesting program but I kept watching anyway.
As I heard a door opened, I turned my face to where the sound came from. I bet my eyes widened as big as a tennis ball. Reita was stepping outside his room while wiping his damp blonde hair with a small towel. But the scene lower took my breath away from me. Reita was just wearing a jeans, it meant that he was topless. Geez, I could just nosebleeding that time. I could see his muscular chest down to his six pack abdomen from my position now, and I felt my cheeks burned. I turned my gaze from his angelic body. I changed the TV channel without knowing what I wanted to watch. I kept doing this until his deep voice sent me back to reality.
“Fresh now?” I turned my head to see him sat on the sofa beside me still with his half-naked body.
“Yeah..” I said in low tone. I knew I was blushing some more. Damn it.
From the corner of my eyes I saw him wearing a shirt he brought. Oh God, help me to throw away this feeling. I closed my eyes for a moment and took a deep breath before open them again.
“Hey, Ru.. if you want some foods just take it in the kitchen okay..” he smiled at me.
I just nodded without getting my eyes on him, he was just too shiny for my eyes. Poor me.
“Uun… Rei?”
“Yes?” he faced me again.
“What time is Uruha coming home?” yeah, I need my brother so much right now to distract me from Reita.
He looked at the clock. “I don’t know… maybe just few hours from now..”
“Oh..” I knew I should be looking for activities until Uruha came otherwise I would be thinking about this blonde guy all of the time.
I stood up and walked to the wall where there were pictures. There were some Uruha’s photoshoot, he looked so beautiful in that picture. He had been a model when he was a teen, and I wasn’t surprised there were so many boys and girls could fall in love with. Just look at his picture here, his hair was so shiny and seemed so soft. His face was so much more beautiful than I was. Moreover, he was so much taller than me.
I looked at my toes, Uruha was perfect, no wonder he had such a handsome guy like Reita. I smiled bitterly. Although we were brothers, we had so many differences. Maybe some of you wanted to know, we had the same mother, but I was from her second husband after Uruha’s father died. And right now we didn’t know where my father was. Just forget him.
Then I moved to other photos, long enough until finally I heard something on the door, like someone was coming. I saw Reita immediately ran to the door and opened it.
“He has come???” I heard Uruha’s voice from the door so I decided to walk nearing the door.
“Uru-chan?” I tilted my head.
The honey-blonde looked up and we stared to each other.
“Ruki?” he widened his smile and ran to me. So did I.
We hugged tightly, or actually, he wrapped my lithe body inside his bigger one. I miss him!!!!! Then we let go of each other, still smiling oddly.
“Honeeeeeeey!!!! I miss you so much!!!!” Uruha squealed as pinching my cheeks.
“It hurts!!!!” I swatted his hands from my poor cheeks and pouted. He stroked my cheek gently.
“Sorry, sweetie… I’m just too happy…” he showed me his apologetic face.
I smiled as he stepped back to take the plastic bags he brought. “What is that?” I asked as peeked inside the bag.
“Oh I bought some foods…” Uruha smiled again. “Have you eaten?” I shook my head. “Poor you… Reita must be didn’t give you anything to eat, did he?” he glance mischievously at Reita.
Reita rose his eyebrow. “Me?”
I just giggled. “It’s okay, Uru… I was waiting for you actually..” I took the plastic bags from his hands. “I’ll prepare for dinner..” I turned around and headed to the kitchen.
I put the bags on the table and took out some foods in it, while I heard something from the living room where I left that couple alone.
I tilted my head a little to see, and what I saw just sending a stinging pain in my chest with no reason. Reita was kissing Uruha as he circled his long hands around Uruha’s waist and their hands started to grope each other’s body.
I frowned and turned my eyes to something else, I sighed. I shouldn’t be angry for something like that. They two were lover, I knew that already. But I didn’t know why I felt angry so sudden until I didn’t realize I put a can too rough and made a loud bang on the table.
“What’s wrong, hun?” Uruha walked toward me made me jumped to reality.
“Huh?” I asked dumbly.
He put his hand on my arm, “Are you okay?” I could see he was worried.
I forced to smile. “I’m fine…”
I turned my head and saw Reita stood behind Uruha. He looked at me with confusing look but I turned my gaze away from him.
“What happened?” Reita asked.
I bowed my head down. “Nothing..” I mumbled.
Uruha turned around and pushed Reita away from the kitchen, I heard he said everything was just fine. I kept my gaze on the things on the table and tried as best as I could to ignoring whatever they did.
Again, I convinced myself that I was not falling in love with Reita, I shouldn’t.
~~
I was playing with my fork during dinner time since I had lost my appetite. I also kept my gaze down.
“Ru-chan?” I heard Uruha called me so I looked up.
“Hm?” again, I forced to smile. Just for Uruha.
“Are you really okay? You looked pale, sweetie..” he frowned.
I smiled again. “I’m fine.. Don’t worry, Uru..”
He reached out then stroke my hand with his. “I know you must be tired…” he smiled gently.
I smiled back then without any orders from my brain, my gaze shifted to the guy beside him. Reita was looking at me and I couldn’t read anything from those dark eyes. I turned my gaze again after our eyes had locked for a moment.
“I’m finished..” I stood up and brought my plate to the dishes. I also took their plate and clearing the table.
“Just rest, honey..” Uruha asked me to take a rest.
I smiled. “I will…”
He sighed. “Okay….. but after this you have to take a rest.. I don’t want you to get sick..”
“I knooooow….” I whined as rolled my eyes. God, when he will consider me as an adult???
I walked to the kitchen with the plates on my hands. As I washed them, I never turned my gaze to the table where we had dinner. I hummed a song until I didn’t realize someone was coming closer. I could see from the corner of my eyes, it was Reita. Suddenly, I felt a hand on my waist and he stood right behind me. Made me shivered as his warm body touched my back, my mind went blank.
“Excuse me..” he said as reaching out his other hand to the cabinet above my head while his other hand still on my waist.
My breath felt locked in my throat and I couldn’t think. And I was freezing right now. Then the touch was gone as fast as it came. I saw him took two Kitkat bars from the cabinet. I turned to face this guy that always success made me lost my consciousness. But Reita was just smile and walked back to livingroom just like nothing happened. I sighed, did he really do that without purpose? God, help me..
To be continue..
a/n: actually, the story is inspired by an Indonesian song.. anyone know??? XD
Author: reiloveskitkat
Chapter: 2/??
Genre: AU, angst?
Band: the Gazette
Pairing: ReitaxRuki, ReitaxUruha
Ratings: PG-15 - a bit R
Warnings: Bad english, no-beta
Disclaimer: I have none of them.. *cries*
Summary: Ruki moved to his brother’s apartment where he live with his lover.. (Ruki’s POV)
Notes: finally, I have time to write this… huff… hope you enjoy the… ^___^ this time is a bit longer…
Enjoy~~
Along the trip to home I just looked at the window, watching all the people on the street. I didn’t think anything. My mind was just gone blank until I realized that surround me turned darker. We had arrived in a parking lot so that I guessed this building was their apartment. Reita turned off the engine and got off from the car and I followed him.
We went to the backdoor but he was faster, he took my bags and brought them. I didn’t know why he didn’t let me got my bags myself. Did he think that I was too small for them???? I hate that if he did! D<
“Reita… I can bring them by myself..” I pouted. But what he did? He just laughed without giving the bag to me.
“Just relax, Ruki… Isn’t it okay if I treat my guest as good as I can?” he said as patted my head.
I blushed again. Really, I didn’t know what wrong with me. “Stop it.. I’m not a kid..” I said lowly as swatting his big hand away.
Reita just chuckled still with his angelic voice and I loved his voice. I shook my head. I couldn’t and might not love him. I took a deep breath to calm my nerves. ‘He has Uruha, he has Uruha already….and I don’t love him!’.
I just walked and then we stopped in front of the elevator. As the door opened, Reita put his hand on my back to push me in gently. I could the warm from his hand even I had my jacket on.
The elevator was just filled by us, but Reita stood so close to me until his hand brushed against mine. Suddenly I shivered by the touch. I turned my head to face him and what I saw just his handsome face without any expression. My gaze turned back to the light of the elevator. And as a ‘ding’ sound was heard, the door opened.
We stepped out from the box and walked toward the second door at our left side. It was Reita and Uruha’s flat. I was looking around while Reita was busy to unlock the door.
“Come in, Ru..” he opened the door and held it for me.
I stepped as mouthed a ‘thank you’ for him. And after we were inside, I looked around and I found that the room was so comfy, at the wall there were a lot of pictures of Reita and Uruha. Almost all of them were their intimate picture. I frowned a little and felt kind of jealous.
Then I looked at Reita again who now walking across the living room then opened a door. “Here is your room…” he faced me and smile.
I walked toward him and entered the room and I was amazed seeing my soon-to-be-room was very neat. Apparently, Uruha had taken care of it for me. I smiled and I would thank my brother later.
Reita placed my bags on the bed and smiled at me again. “See how excited your brother is?”
I looked around again. “Yeah… Thank you…” I smiled.
He walked back to the door. “If you need something just tell me okay..”
“Okay..” I smiled again to him. Did I look cute enough for him? 0___0 okaaay, I shouldn’t think like that.
After he got out from my room, I laid myself on the comfy bed then looked at the ceiling. I closed my eyes and turned to my side, sending me into a deep slumber.
~~
I snapped my eyes open and sat suddenly. What time is it now?? I reached my hand to my head as I felt my head spinning. I should open my eyes slowly. I sighed and turned my gaze to find a clock in the room. I was surprised as I knew that I had slept just for 15 minutes!
I got off the bed and opened my one of my bag looking for my clean clothes and towel. I really needed a hot bath right now. Then after I found them I stepped inside the bathroom. I set the water temperature and took off all my clothes. I shivered as the warm water touched my back, made some relax sensation on my tensing muscle. I took my body wash and smelled it before pouring it on my palm. I smiled as sensing the aromatic essence.
After about ten minutes cleaning my body, I went back to my room and wore my clean oversized shirt and shorts above my knees. Looking at the mirror I saw that my face was a bit paler than usual and my brunette hair was also a mess, maybe I was just too tired.
I decided to go out from my room and watched on TV. I stepped outside but I saw no one in the livingroom, maybe Reita was taking a bath in his room. So that I just sat there and turned on the TV, no interesting program but I kept watching anyway.
As I heard a door opened, I turned my face to where the sound came from. I bet my eyes widened as big as a tennis ball. Reita was stepping outside his room while wiping his damp blonde hair with a small towel. But the scene lower took my breath away from me. Reita was just wearing a jeans, it meant that he was topless. Geez, I could just nosebleeding that time. I could see his muscular chest down to his six pack abdomen from my position now, and I felt my cheeks burned. I turned my gaze from his angelic body. I changed the TV channel without knowing what I wanted to watch. I kept doing this until his deep voice sent me back to reality.
“Fresh now?” I turned my head to see him sat on the sofa beside me still with his half-naked body.
“Yeah..” I said in low tone. I knew I was blushing some more. Damn it.
From the corner of my eyes I saw him wearing a shirt he brought. Oh God, help me to throw away this feeling. I closed my eyes for a moment and took a deep breath before open them again.
“Hey, Ru.. if you want some foods just take it in the kitchen okay..” he smiled at me.
I just nodded without getting my eyes on him, he was just too shiny for my eyes. Poor me.
“Uun… Rei?”
“Yes?” he faced me again.
“What time is Uruha coming home?” yeah, I need my brother so much right now to distract me from Reita.
He looked at the clock. “I don’t know… maybe just few hours from now..”
“Oh..” I knew I should be looking for activities until Uruha came otherwise I would be thinking about this blonde guy all of the time.
I stood up and walked to the wall where there were pictures. There were some Uruha’s photoshoot, he looked so beautiful in that picture. He had been a model when he was a teen, and I wasn’t surprised there were so many boys and girls could fall in love with. Just look at his picture here, his hair was so shiny and seemed so soft. His face was so much more beautiful than I was. Moreover, he was so much taller than me.
I looked at my toes, Uruha was perfect, no wonder he had such a handsome guy like Reita. I smiled bitterly. Although we were brothers, we had so many differences. Maybe some of you wanted to know, we had the same mother, but I was from her second husband after Uruha’s father died. And right now we didn’t know where my father was. Just forget him.
Then I moved to other photos, long enough until finally I heard something on the door, like someone was coming. I saw Reita immediately ran to the door and opened it.
“He has come???” I heard Uruha’s voice from the door so I decided to walk nearing the door.
“Uru-chan?” I tilted my head.
The honey-blonde looked up and we stared to each other.
“Ruki?” he widened his smile and ran to me. So did I.
We hugged tightly, or actually, he wrapped my lithe body inside his bigger one. I miss him!!!!! Then we let go of each other, still smiling oddly.
“Honeeeeeeey!!!! I miss you so much!!!!” Uruha squealed as pinching my cheeks.
“It hurts!!!!” I swatted his hands from my poor cheeks and pouted. He stroked my cheek gently.
“Sorry, sweetie… I’m just too happy…” he showed me his apologetic face.
I smiled as he stepped back to take the plastic bags he brought. “What is that?” I asked as peeked inside the bag.
“Oh I bought some foods…” Uruha smiled again. “Have you eaten?” I shook my head. “Poor you… Reita must be didn’t give you anything to eat, did he?” he glance mischievously at Reita.
Reita rose his eyebrow. “Me?”
I just giggled. “It’s okay, Uru… I was waiting for you actually..” I took the plastic bags from his hands. “I’ll prepare for dinner..” I turned around and headed to the kitchen.
I put the bags on the table and took out some foods in it, while I heard something from the living room where I left that couple alone.
I tilted my head a little to see, and what I saw just sending a stinging pain in my chest with no reason. Reita was kissing Uruha as he circled his long hands around Uruha’s waist and their hands started to grope each other’s body.
I frowned and turned my eyes to something else, I sighed. I shouldn’t be angry for something like that. They two were lover, I knew that already. But I didn’t know why I felt angry so sudden until I didn’t realize I put a can too rough and made a loud bang on the table.
“What’s wrong, hun?” Uruha walked toward me made me jumped to reality.
“Huh?” I asked dumbly.
He put his hand on my arm, “Are you okay?” I could see he was worried.
I forced to smile. “I’m fine…”
I turned my head and saw Reita stood behind Uruha. He looked at me with confusing look but I turned my gaze away from him.
“What happened?” Reita asked.
I bowed my head down. “Nothing..” I mumbled.
Uruha turned around and pushed Reita away from the kitchen, I heard he said everything was just fine. I kept my gaze on the things on the table and tried as best as I could to ignoring whatever they did.
Again, I convinced myself that I was not falling in love with Reita, I shouldn’t.
~~
I was playing with my fork during dinner time since I had lost my appetite. I also kept my gaze down.
“Ru-chan?” I heard Uruha called me so I looked up.
“Hm?” again, I forced to smile. Just for Uruha.
“Are you really okay? You looked pale, sweetie..” he frowned.
I smiled again. “I’m fine.. Don’t worry, Uru..”
He reached out then stroke my hand with his. “I know you must be tired…” he smiled gently.
I smiled back then without any orders from my brain, my gaze shifted to the guy beside him. Reita was looking at me and I couldn’t read anything from those dark eyes. I turned my gaze again after our eyes had locked for a moment.
“I’m finished..” I stood up and brought my plate to the dishes. I also took their plate and clearing the table.
“Just rest, honey..” Uruha asked me to take a rest.
I smiled. “I will…”
He sighed. “Okay….. but after this you have to take a rest.. I don’t want you to get sick..”
“I knooooow….” I whined as rolled my eyes. God, when he will consider me as an adult???
I walked to the kitchen with the plates on my hands. As I washed them, I never turned my gaze to the table where we had dinner. I hummed a song until I didn’t realize someone was coming closer. I could see from the corner of my eyes, it was Reita. Suddenly, I felt a hand on my waist and he stood right behind me. Made me shivered as his warm body touched my back, my mind went blank.
“Excuse me..” he said as reaching out his other hand to the cabinet above my head while his other hand still on my waist.
My breath felt locked in my throat and I couldn’t think. And I was freezing right now. Then the touch was gone as fast as it came. I saw him took two Kitkat bars from the cabinet. I turned to face this guy that always success made me lost my consciousness. But Reita was just smile and walked back to livingroom just like nothing happened. I sighed, did he really do that without purpose? God, help me..
To be continue..
a/n: actually, the story is inspired by an Indonesian song.. anyone know??? XD