Those Were All Lies [One-Shot]
Title : Those were all lies
Author : reiko99
Pairing : Yamajima
Genre : Angst
Summary : Quarrels, break ups, heartbroken.
His skin was as white as snow, as cold as ice. He looks more dead than alive now. Yuto totally regretted what he did last night. If Yuto hadn't say those words, Yamada probably wouldn't end up lying in the hospital, bandages all around him. Tears were visible in his eyes as he recalled what happened the night before.
*Flashback*
"Yuto, where have you been?"
"I was at my friend's house. Why?" Yuto asked coldly. "Why the cold attitude?" Yamada voice turned louder. "Why care so much, Yama-chan?"
"I'm your boyfriend for goodness sake! Of course I should care!"
"Yeah right. A boyfriend who doesn't spend time with me at all. All he cares about is he career. No time for me at all. Popularity and fame was all he needed." Yuto scoffed. Yamada remained silent. "No words to say already?" Yamada tried to hold back the tears.
"I'm sorry..." he whispered, almost inaudibly.
"Oh you're sorry? You think a sorry can just make everything fine again? You think a sorry can make me smile again?" Yuto said sarcastically. Hearing those words, automatically made the tears that were stinging Yamada's eyes flow out. "I'm sorry Yuto..."
"Sorry won't work, Yama-chan."
"Then what am I suppose to do so that you will forgive me?!" Yamada finally shouted. "Maybe getting out of my life will do me good! Yamada Ryosuke, all you care about is career, popularity, fame. Never once you asked me to spent time with you. You just come back late everytime, saying that you're tired and you want to sleep, leaving me all lonely. If your career is more important than me, then go care about your career. Don't ever come back to me again Yamada Ryosuke, cause we are over and I don't need you anymore." Yuto said and slammed his room door closed.
Yamada just squatted down, letting all the tears he could let out flow down his chubby cheeks. Whereas, behind the door, Yuto just sobbed silently.
The next morning, Yuto received an early call in the morning. Yuto groaned, fumbling through his bag for his phone. He answered the call, "Moshi Moshi?" Yuto's eyes widened in shocked after hearing what the person on the other line had said. Yuto quickly grabbed all his valuables and headed to the hospital.
When he reached the hospital, he spotted Yamada's parents waiting for the doctor to come out of the operation room. He walked slowly towards the two adults, unconsciously, tears formed in his eyes. Both of them saw Yuto and hugged him tightly. The doctor then walked out of the operation room, explaining what had happened.
"Apparently he slashed his wrist causing alot of blood lost and he got into an car accident which makes him lose even more blood. But miraculously, this boy managed to survived even though with a lot of blood lost. And you can see him now, the parents will have to follow me to fill up a form." Yamada's parents followed the doctor to the counter to fill up the form, while Yuto headed to Yamada's hospital room.
*End of flashback*
Yuto was at the side of the hospital bed, holding tightly onto Yamada's hand. The hospital room door opened, revealing the doctor. "Are you Nakajima Yuto?" the doctor asked. "Yes." Yuto replied. "Then I guess this letter is for you." The doctor handed the letter to Yuto and stepped out of the room. Yuto opened the letter, he read it, it says :
'Hey Yuto, I'm probably dead when you read this. Anyway, all I wanted to say is... I'm sorry. I'm sorry for neglecting you Yuto. I'm sorry for not asking you to spent time with me. My main reason why I did all this is because I think I rely too much on you...
Remember when we first got together? I was always spoiled by you and I liked that. But I realise I was relying too much on you and I thought if I did... You will hate me. So I started to focus more on my career, I was so engrossed that I didn't realise I neglected you. As time went by, I finally realise we hadn't been talking in months.
And by the time I realised, it was already too late. You already hated me. You said that if I got out of your life will be good. I could not forgive myself for neglecting you, so I thought maybe I should end my life since we're over. So Yuto, I promise that if I ever get to meet you in the next life, I will never do something so stupid like that again. I will treasure you like my own.
Yuto, I'm sorry. I hope to meet you in my next life Yuto. Even until then, I assure you that I will still be deeply in love with you. Goodbye Yuto, let's meet in the next life ne?
- Yamada Ryosuke'
Yuto tears once again flowed uncontrollably. "Yama-chan, please wake up. What I said last night was all lies, I need you Yama-chan, I still love you. Please wake up so that I can tell you what I said last night were all lies."
A/N: I realise that whenever I write fics there will be no comments o.o I don't know if people are just silent readers or no one reads my fics at all. Actually to be honest, I was hoping for comments but since so far there were not much comments, I'm kinda afraid that the fics I wrote was epic fail ><. But I hope from now onwards, I will get more comments... I hope... And maybe this fic is just another fail and everyone will not comment on it again ><(I was on cloud nine when someone commented on my fics ^^). But if you really don't wanna comment then it's fine... But I still hope reader's like it. ^^;; even though the letter part was damn crappy .___. Anyway, loves you guys~
Author : reiko99
Pairing : Yamajima
Genre : Angst
Summary : Quarrels, break ups, heartbroken.
His skin was as white as snow, as cold as ice. He looks more dead than alive now. Yuto totally regretted what he did last night. If Yuto hadn't say those words, Yamada probably wouldn't end up lying in the hospital, bandages all around him. Tears were visible in his eyes as he recalled what happened the night before.
*Flashback*
"Yuto, where have you been?"
"I was at my friend's house. Why?" Yuto asked coldly. "Why the cold attitude?" Yamada voice turned louder. "Why care so much, Yama-chan?"
"I'm your boyfriend for goodness sake! Of course I should care!"
"Yeah right. A boyfriend who doesn't spend time with me at all. All he cares about is he career. No time for me at all. Popularity and fame was all he needed." Yuto scoffed. Yamada remained silent. "No words to say already?" Yamada tried to hold back the tears.
"I'm sorry..." he whispered, almost inaudibly.
"Oh you're sorry? You think a sorry can just make everything fine again? You think a sorry can make me smile again?" Yuto said sarcastically. Hearing those words, automatically made the tears that were stinging Yamada's eyes flow out. "I'm sorry Yuto..."
"Sorry won't work, Yama-chan."
"Then what am I suppose to do so that you will forgive me?!" Yamada finally shouted. "Maybe getting out of my life will do me good! Yamada Ryosuke, all you care about is career, popularity, fame. Never once you asked me to spent time with you. You just come back late everytime, saying that you're tired and you want to sleep, leaving me all lonely. If your career is more important than me, then go care about your career. Don't ever come back to me again Yamada Ryosuke, cause we are over and I don't need you anymore." Yuto said and slammed his room door closed.
Yamada just squatted down, letting all the tears he could let out flow down his chubby cheeks. Whereas, behind the door, Yuto just sobbed silently.
The next morning, Yuto received an early call in the morning. Yuto groaned, fumbling through his bag for his phone. He answered the call, "Moshi Moshi?" Yuto's eyes widened in shocked after hearing what the person on the other line had said. Yuto quickly grabbed all his valuables and headed to the hospital.
When he reached the hospital, he spotted Yamada's parents waiting for the doctor to come out of the operation room. He walked slowly towards the two adults, unconsciously, tears formed in his eyes. Both of them saw Yuto and hugged him tightly. The doctor then walked out of the operation room, explaining what had happened.
"Apparently he slashed his wrist causing alot of blood lost and he got into an car accident which makes him lose even more blood. But miraculously, this boy managed to survived even though with a lot of blood lost. And you can see him now, the parents will have to follow me to fill up a form." Yamada's parents followed the doctor to the counter to fill up the form, while Yuto headed to Yamada's hospital room.
*End of flashback*
Yuto was at the side of the hospital bed, holding tightly onto Yamada's hand. The hospital room door opened, revealing the doctor. "Are you Nakajima Yuto?" the doctor asked. "Yes." Yuto replied. "Then I guess this letter is for you." The doctor handed the letter to Yuto and stepped out of the room. Yuto opened the letter, he read it, it says :
'Hey Yuto, I'm probably dead when you read this. Anyway, all I wanted to say is... I'm sorry. I'm sorry for neglecting you Yuto. I'm sorry for not asking you to spent time with me. My main reason why I did all this is because I think I rely too much on you...
Remember when we first got together? I was always spoiled by you and I liked that. But I realise I was relying too much on you and I thought if I did... You will hate me. So I started to focus more on my career, I was so engrossed that I didn't realise I neglected you. As time went by, I finally realise we hadn't been talking in months.
And by the time I realised, it was already too late. You already hated me. You said that if I got out of your life will be good. I could not forgive myself for neglecting you, so I thought maybe I should end my life since we're over. So Yuto, I promise that if I ever get to meet you in the next life, I will never do something so stupid like that again. I will treasure you like my own.
Yuto, I'm sorry. I hope to meet you in my next life Yuto. Even until then, I assure you that I will still be deeply in love with you. Goodbye Yuto, let's meet in the next life ne?
- Yamada Ryosuke'
Yuto tears once again flowed uncontrollably. "Yama-chan, please wake up. What I said last night was all lies, I need you Yama-chan, I still love you. Please wake up so that I can tell you what I said last night were all lies."
A/N: I realise that whenever I write fics there will be no comments o.o I don't know if people are just silent readers or no one reads my fics at all. Actually to be honest, I was hoping for comments but since so far there were not much comments, I'm kinda afraid that the fics I wrote was epic fail ><. But I hope from now onwards, I will get more comments... I hope... And maybe this fic is just another fail and everyone will not comment on it again ><(I was on cloud nine when someone commented on my fics ^^). But if you really don't wanna comment then it's fine... But I still hope reader's like it. ^^;; even though the letter part was damn crappy .___. Anyway, loves you guys~