Love Isn't Blind, It Just Only Sees What Matters
Title : Love Isn't Blind, It Just Only Sees What Matters
Disclaimer : Kibum and Donghae belong to me themselves
Because I am Woman video belong to??? (The song belong to Kiss)
The title belongs to William Curry
Length : One-shot
Pairings : KiHae
Genre : Romance, Angst
Rating : PG-15
Warnings : OOC, grammar mistakes, etc
Summary : “There is someone I love…Although I can’t be with him now…I’m still in love with him…”
This is my first fanfic, inspired by a movie video from my friend, Kiss - Because I am Woman. And the title, I picked from the quote that belongs to William Curry.
Beta-ed by my friend, Reiichi.
(And please forgive us with our grammar. English isn’t our mother language and honestly, our English aren’t good at all. But, we hope you’ll understand.)
Enjoy~
Donghae’s POV
That day was another day in autumn, when leaves fell down to the ground. The park was dominated by red and yellow leaves. Cool wind breathed through my skin. The sun shone brightly and the sky was so blue.
I walked forward and concentrated with the things on my hands. I just came back from the supermarket near the place I worked. I stepped in the park and just walked away. I didn’t know, either I was stupid or I was too concentrated with so many things that I carried in my hands, but when I knew, there was a ‘click’ sound when I turned my head.
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Kibum’s POV
Another day meant another job. But I didn’t expect that day was the day I met someone who made my life more colorful.
I took my camera to my eyes, ready to take photos. The model girl looked at me, flirted. But then, when I snapped the camera, there was a boy, a cute boy, that passed by. I clicked the button and without commanded, suddenly, the boy looked at me with his innocent look at his face.
Then, he looked confused, and a few seconds later, he apologized to the model girl and me. I just smiled at him. Then, he left.
In my studio, I looked at the boy’s photo. The wind blew his hair and it had very beautiful background, where red and yellow leaves behind. The boy looked very cute and innocent. I smiled at the photo. Perhaps this was the most beautiful photo I’ve ever taken.
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Donghae’s POV
I was there, in the salon I worked. I just finished with my job, when suddenly I looked him. Him, who I met few days ago in the park, was the one that shot me with his camera. I walked nervously to my co-worker who handled him. Then, I asked her to handle him to me. I washed his hair and he closed his eyes. I was so happy that I could meet him again, so accidentally the foam went in his eye.
I apologized to him. My manager came and apologized to him too, and she was angry at me. I couldn’t say anything and just looked down. He just smiled and said that it was okay. I was so touched with his kindness.
After he finished, he left without any word. But my eyes looked to the chair where he had been earlier. His shawl was lying there.
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Donghae’s POV
I came to his studio to bring him his accidentally-left-shawl. He was there with his co-worker. He was shooting at a motorcycle. Then he looked at me.
He looked confused for a few seconds. But then I smiled, which made him smiled back at me. He approached me and greeted me. I just handed over the shawl. He smiled and thanked me. He even stroked his hair and touched his right eye, where I accidentally made the foam went in his eye. I just smiled shyly.
Suddenly, he looked like he was thinking something. He dragged me to the spot where the motorcycle had been earlier. He told me to stay there, while he back to his camera. He instructed me to pose like a model. I felt that what I dreamt of became true. I always wanted to be a model. It was fun and I was so happy, because of him.
Ever since that day, I often came to his studio, became his model and even started go out with him. We became so closed. I also accompanied him when he was in his studio. He took a lot of my photos. Everyday became so colorful and beautiful than before.
There was time when I mad at him because he was not sensitive. I waited for him at my workplace after my shift was done. Rain was pouring heavily. My co-worker greeted me. I just smiled at her and his boyfriend, and then they left. I waited patiently for him. Then he came and gave me an umbrella. I was so happy because I thought we would in the same umbrella.
But then he took another umbrella. I was so disappointed and left my umbrella behind and walked toward the rain. He looked so confused and still didn’t understand. I left him there, but then he ran and apologized to me after he realized what I truly wanted. Then, we walked and shared an umbrella together.
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Donghae’s POV
I cut my photo which looked like I kissed someone beside me, and then I attached it to his photo and stuck it to the wall. When someone looked at it, it would look like I was kissing him, in the photo. I moved my hands away from the photo, but accidentally, I knocked a glass of juice and it went over the photos on the table. I was so panicked and took off my shirt to wipe the juice. I took one of his shirts and wore it. It was so big so that I even couldn’t look at my palms.
He came out from his room and looked at me, confused. But he just smiled and took his camera. He shot me a few times before he lifted his hand and stroked my hair. I was so shocked, that I could only silent. But my heart beat faster and loud. I wonder if he could hear it. I hope not.
His co-worker chose that time to came, looked at us and suddenly he left, without any word.
He wanted to shot me again, but it looked like his camera’s film was full. He wanted to take the film, but I told him to wait there. I ran inside the studio to search the film. I lifted my hand and looked for it in a high rack in the studio.
Suddenly, a bottle of photographic product fell and spilled on my eyes. I screamed and tripped. Then I fell. I felt heat in my eyes. And everything went blank.
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Kibum’s POV
I waited at the hospital. I could only curse myself and thought about my stupidity. I hope I’ve never placed the bottle on the high rack. I was so panicked when I heard him screaming. My heart nearly stopped at that moment. I rushed him to the hospital, and then I waited him there. Suddenly, I remembered what the doctor said earlier about his condition.
“The chemical was so toxic and it damaged his eyes badly. He can’t see anymore.”
I went back to my studio, angry at everything. Then my eyes looked into a photo that stuck to the wall. It must be him who attached the photo. At that time, I was really angry at myself and I threw away the bottle that made him suffered.
Suddenly, every memory that contained him and me came back to me. I couldn’t bear it again. I took my things and my camera. Then I packed it all in my bag. I took the photo that stuck to the wall and separated his photo and mine. I stuck his photo back to the wall and threw mine to the trash can. Then I left.
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Donghae’s POV
Miracle did work. It happened to me. I was diagnosed that I couldn’t see anymore. But today, when the doctor took off the bandages of my eyes, I could see again. I saw my family and my friends held a celebration cake. Even the co-worker of him was here. But I didn’t see him. He was the one I wanted to see after I could see again.
His co-worker took me to the studio, where I spent so many times here before. But the man I looked for wasn’t here. My eyes searched around the room and I found the photo that I stuck to the wall. There was only my photo there. Only mine.
I was so confused that I cried every night after then. I felt so lonely. I loved him, and I didn’t want to be alone. Why did he leave me? What did I do until he left me alone?
One day, when I was working, my friend came and showed me a magazine. And there, on the cover, it was me.
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Donghae’s POV
I came to the place where he and I went together before. In the corner of the racing line, there was him with a dog sat next to him. He threw a ball and the dog ran, tried to catch the ball.
I stepped closer to him. The wind blew and a photo, which had been stayed beside him before, flied away. It dropped next to my foot. I picked the photo and realized something. The photo was shot when I first met him in the park. It was me, looked at the camera accidentally.
His hand touched the bench beside him, as if he was looking for something. But his eyes looked nowhere.
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Kibum lied beside Donghae in the operation room in the hospital. Kibum looked into his lover beside him who slept peacefully. He touched his hand, but a doctor moved his bed. The doctor injected him and that made him sleepy. Kibum felt his eyes wet and he cried before completely shut his eyes.
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Kibum walked in the hospital with bandages around his eyes. He didn’t know that he passed Donghae, who walked the opposite direction. Donghae also had bandages around his eyes. They crossed each other without realized.
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Donghae’s POV
I held my tears away. Then, I walked closer to him. I handed over the photo to him. He didn’t know who I was, so he just thanked me and walked away. The dog came back to him, brought him the ball. Then he left, with the dog showed him the way.
Just then I remembered the sentences behind the photo earlier. The tears which I held back suddenly escaped. I cried and cried in silent, so he couldn’t hear me. I cried because I realized how he loved me so much that he let the most important part of his life as a photographer for me, for my eyes. He gave his eyes and let his dream went away to make me could see again.
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“There is someone I love…Although I can’t be with him now…I’m still in love with him…”
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A/N : I was crying while I wrote this fic TT.TT
Comments are loved~
Disclaimer : Kibum and Donghae belong to me themselves
Because I am Woman video belong to??? (The song belong to Kiss)
The title belongs to William Curry
Length : One-shot
Pairings : KiHae
Genre : Romance, Angst
Rating : PG-15
Warnings : OOC, grammar mistakes, etc
Summary : “There is someone I love…Although I can’t be with him now…I’m still in love with him…”
This is my first fanfic, inspired by a movie video from my friend, Kiss - Because I am Woman. And the title, I picked from the quote that belongs to William Curry.
Beta-ed by my friend, Reiichi.
(And please forgive us with our grammar. English isn’t our mother language and honestly, our English aren’t good at all. But, we hope you’ll understand.)
Enjoy~
Donghae’s POV
That day was another day in autumn, when leaves fell down to the ground. The park was dominated by red and yellow leaves. Cool wind breathed through my skin. The sun shone brightly and the sky was so blue.
I walked forward and concentrated with the things on my hands. I just came back from the supermarket near the place I worked. I stepped in the park and just walked away. I didn’t know, either I was stupid or I was too concentrated with so many things that I carried in my hands, but when I knew, there was a ‘click’ sound when I turned my head.
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Kibum’s POV
Another day meant another job. But I didn’t expect that day was the day I met someone who made my life more colorful.
I took my camera to my eyes, ready to take photos. The model girl looked at me, flirted. But then, when I snapped the camera, there was a boy, a cute boy, that passed by. I clicked the button and without commanded, suddenly, the boy looked at me with his innocent look at his face.
Then, he looked confused, and a few seconds later, he apologized to the model girl and me. I just smiled at him. Then, he left.
In my studio, I looked at the boy’s photo. The wind blew his hair and it had very beautiful background, where red and yellow leaves behind. The boy looked very cute and innocent. I smiled at the photo. Perhaps this was the most beautiful photo I’ve ever taken.
++++++++++++********++++++++++++
Donghae’s POV
I was there, in the salon I worked. I just finished with my job, when suddenly I looked him. Him, who I met few days ago in the park, was the one that shot me with his camera. I walked nervously to my co-worker who handled him. Then, I asked her to handle him to me. I washed his hair and he closed his eyes. I was so happy that I could meet him again, so accidentally the foam went in his eye.
I apologized to him. My manager came and apologized to him too, and she was angry at me. I couldn’t say anything and just looked down. He just smiled and said that it was okay. I was so touched with his kindness.
After he finished, he left without any word. But my eyes looked to the chair where he had been earlier. His shawl was lying there.
++++++++++++********++++++++++++
Donghae’s POV
I came to his studio to bring him his accidentally-left-shawl. He was there with his co-worker. He was shooting at a motorcycle. Then he looked at me.
He looked confused for a few seconds. But then I smiled, which made him smiled back at me. He approached me and greeted me. I just handed over the shawl. He smiled and thanked me. He even stroked his hair and touched his right eye, where I accidentally made the foam went in his eye. I just smiled shyly.
Suddenly, he looked like he was thinking something. He dragged me to the spot where the motorcycle had been earlier. He told me to stay there, while he back to his camera. He instructed me to pose like a model. I felt that what I dreamt of became true. I always wanted to be a model. It was fun and I was so happy, because of him.
Ever since that day, I often came to his studio, became his model and even started go out with him. We became so closed. I also accompanied him when he was in his studio. He took a lot of my photos. Everyday became so colorful and beautiful than before.
There was time when I mad at him because he was not sensitive. I waited for him at my workplace after my shift was done. Rain was pouring heavily. My co-worker greeted me. I just smiled at her and his boyfriend, and then they left. I waited patiently for him. Then he came and gave me an umbrella. I was so happy because I thought we would in the same umbrella.
But then he took another umbrella. I was so disappointed and left my umbrella behind and walked toward the rain. He looked so confused and still didn’t understand. I left him there, but then he ran and apologized to me after he realized what I truly wanted. Then, we walked and shared an umbrella together.
++++++++++++********++++++++++++
Donghae’s POV
I cut my photo which looked like I kissed someone beside me, and then I attached it to his photo and stuck it to the wall. When someone looked at it, it would look like I was kissing him, in the photo. I moved my hands away from the photo, but accidentally, I knocked a glass of juice and it went over the photos on the table. I was so panicked and took off my shirt to wipe the juice. I took one of his shirts and wore it. It was so big so that I even couldn’t look at my palms.
He came out from his room and looked at me, confused. But he just smiled and took his camera. He shot me a few times before he lifted his hand and stroked my hair. I was so shocked, that I could only silent. But my heart beat faster and loud. I wonder if he could hear it. I hope not.
His co-worker chose that time to came, looked at us and suddenly he left, without any word.
He wanted to shot me again, but it looked like his camera’s film was full. He wanted to take the film, but I told him to wait there. I ran inside the studio to search the film. I lifted my hand and looked for it in a high rack in the studio.
Suddenly, a bottle of photographic product fell and spilled on my eyes. I screamed and tripped. Then I fell. I felt heat in my eyes. And everything went blank.
++++++++++++********++++++++++++
Kibum’s POV
I waited at the hospital. I could only curse myself and thought about my stupidity. I hope I’ve never placed the bottle on the high rack. I was so panicked when I heard him screaming. My heart nearly stopped at that moment. I rushed him to the hospital, and then I waited him there. Suddenly, I remembered what the doctor said earlier about his condition.
“The chemical was so toxic and it damaged his eyes badly. He can’t see anymore.”
I went back to my studio, angry at everything. Then my eyes looked into a photo that stuck to the wall. It must be him who attached the photo. At that time, I was really angry at myself and I threw away the bottle that made him suffered.
Suddenly, every memory that contained him and me came back to me. I couldn’t bear it again. I took my things and my camera. Then I packed it all in my bag. I took the photo that stuck to the wall and separated his photo and mine. I stuck his photo back to the wall and threw mine to the trash can. Then I left.
++++++++++++********++++++++++++
Donghae’s POV
Miracle did work. It happened to me. I was diagnosed that I couldn’t see anymore. But today, when the doctor took off the bandages of my eyes, I could see again. I saw my family and my friends held a celebration cake. Even the co-worker of him was here. But I didn’t see him. He was the one I wanted to see after I could see again.
His co-worker took me to the studio, where I spent so many times here before. But the man I looked for wasn’t here. My eyes searched around the room and I found the photo that I stuck to the wall. There was only my photo there. Only mine.
I was so confused that I cried every night after then. I felt so lonely. I loved him, and I didn’t want to be alone. Why did he leave me? What did I do until he left me alone?
One day, when I was working, my friend came and showed me a magazine. And there, on the cover, it was me.
++++++++++++********++++++++++++
Donghae’s POV
I came to the place where he and I went together before. In the corner of the racing line, there was him with a dog sat next to him. He threw a ball and the dog ran, tried to catch the ball.
I stepped closer to him. The wind blew and a photo, which had been stayed beside him before, flied away. It dropped next to my foot. I picked the photo and realized something. The photo was shot when I first met him in the park. It was me, looked at the camera accidentally.
His hand touched the bench beside him, as if he was looking for something. But his eyes looked nowhere.
++++++++++++********++++++++++++
Kibum lied beside Donghae in the operation room in the hospital. Kibum looked into his lover beside him who slept peacefully. He touched his hand, but a doctor moved his bed. The doctor injected him and that made him sleepy. Kibum felt his eyes wet and he cried before completely shut his eyes.
++++++++++++********++++++++++++
Kibum walked in the hospital with bandages around his eyes. He didn’t know that he passed Donghae, who walked the opposite direction. Donghae also had bandages around his eyes. They crossed each other without realized.
++++++++++++********++++++++++++
Donghae’s POV
I held my tears away. Then, I walked closer to him. I handed over the photo to him. He didn’t know who I was, so he just thanked me and walked away. The dog came back to him, brought him the ball. Then he left, with the dog showed him the way.
Just then I remembered the sentences behind the photo earlier. The tears which I held back suddenly escaped. I cried and cried in silent, so he couldn’t hear me. I cried because I realized how he loved me so much that he let the most important part of his life as a photographer for me, for my eyes. He gave his eyes and let his dream went away to make me could see again.
++++++++++++********++++++++++++
“There is someone I love…Although I can’t be with him now…I’m still in love with him…”
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A/N : I was crying while I wrote this fic TT.TT
Comments are loved~