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I've got an idea....stop telling me what NOT to do. Because I'm going to do it anyway. Because I really don't care about what you think. And I have just as much freedom of speech as anyone else..I'm sorry that you're not stressed out of your mind and having anxiety attacks every fucking day or wanting to cry all the time because you're so confused
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All of your friends do care about you but you shit all over them! You shit on me for sure and frankly I'm sick of it. There is nothing in your life that cannot be fixed. You're right, I don't know how you feel but you don't know how I feel either about things. If you really cared about me or any of your other friends from home, you wouldn't push us away and say we don't care because we do. I'm not talking shit, I'm just speaking my mind. You put yourself in the whole you are in right now and that's not my fault nor any of your other friends' faults so stop saying that we don't care or that we don't try to help you becasue we do. I tried to help as much as I could but it really doesn't help when you don't even listen and you said it yourself, you don't care what I think. So, as of right now, if you don't care what I think than I could give a shit what you do with your fucking life. Go live it up like you always do and when you are ready to come back to reality and mature a little bit then we can talk. But I don't care to talk to someone who doesn't listen to me.
Catie, if people who really know you could see you now, they would not like what they see just like I don't like what I see. You stopped caring about the people that were supposed to matter the most to you and stopped listening to the people that used to help keep you from drowning. I don't even know you anymore and the person you are now, I don't want to know because it's not you. Talk about fake people, I've told you this before. You are probably one of the most fake people I have ever met and what's really sad is that you weren't always that way. Like I said, there is nothing wrong with your life because I can guarantee you that someone else has it worse off than you. You have a loving family, you have a great job, you are going to a nice school that your parents are so reluctant to pay for. You live in a nice appartment. You are able to buy designer clothes. Some people would kill for your life but you just shit all over it. I'm done. I really am. I am done listening to you complain but refuse to accept my help. Instead of using livejournal as an outlet, how about you use your friends as an outlet like you used to? As for friends on my livejournal, I guarantee that you are really the only one who reads mine and none of my other friends could give a shit who I am talking about. But I can tell you right now, they would probably agree with me.
Catie, I love you with all my heart and nothing is ever going to change that but I am tired of sitting here and watching you fuck up your life. I won't do it. I care too much about you and if you aren't going to realize that then all I can do is walk away because I can't watch. I love you, I really do and I do care but I can't do this anymore. I need to move on with my life because I have a lot of things going on that need my attention right now and I've tried giving you my attention but you clearly don't want it. So have a nice life and if and when you mature and realize that your life isn't so bad or if you just decide that you need someone to talk to and you can't get it anywhere else, I will be there. Just call. Until then though, have a nice life. I love you and I always will and it hurts me to write this. But I tried, I failed, and now I am going to go on with my life. Hope everything works out for you and I hope that we talk sooner than I think.
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