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On Friday night I found out that one of my old managers killed herself, about a week and a half ago. This is someone that I had spent a lot of time with training and developing and helped her find her feet in the company. She was an awesome person and was always a cheer to work with. I dont understand how it can turn around so quickly. It was probably close to a year ago when I last saw her and it I cant comprehend why she would do this to herself. I'm feeling this mixture of anger and sadness and it's hard to gather it up and make sense of it all. At the end of the day, she is gone and there's nothing anyone can do about it. I just wish I had the opportunity to help her through her problems. I know that there were people that could have helped and that's what angers me, knowing that they did nothing. This weekend I'm going to visit and say thanks, sorry, and goodbye.