god i hate life
well... im doing this journal thing again...
I hate christmas, its supposed to be a time of giving, and all it is is greed!
Then there are so many pozers out there, its not even funny to mess with...
I know some people, they think im a pozer, but what do i have to poze over? I dont act a certain way...?
ahhh I cant complane... everyone has there problems I guess... they just have certain ways of dealing with it!
Im sorry...... I'mm just really missing caleb right now! I havent seen him since my birth day! (that feels like an eternity!)
Ive never felt so comfertable with someone! I was never really content with anyone, now that I have him, I feel like I could spend my life with him...
yeah so my mom moved up north... its a pretty nice place... i like it, but it seems to perfect to me... i like disasters! its great though!
my dad asked me to move in with him... im thinking i am, because i feel he needs me right now! my mom has everything she needs... love from her boyfriend... kevin... hes great...right for her... they dont need me anymore... im not sad over it... i was never that close to her... or anyone in my family for that matter.... they're just not who i want to be...
well i g2g... kevins aunts wants us over there for christmas crap
god i hate this! this isnt my dradition!
later
~JaDe
I hate christmas, its supposed to be a time of giving, and all it is is greed!
Then there are so many pozers out there, its not even funny to mess with...
I know some people, they think im a pozer, but what do i have to poze over? I dont act a certain way...?
ahhh I cant complane... everyone has there problems I guess... they just have certain ways of dealing with it!
Im sorry...... I'mm just really missing caleb right now! I havent seen him since my birth day! (that feels like an eternity!)
Ive never felt so comfertable with someone! I was never really content with anyone, now that I have him, I feel like I could spend my life with him...
yeah so my mom moved up north... its a pretty nice place... i like it, but it seems to perfect to me... i like disasters! its great though!
my dad asked me to move in with him... im thinking i am, because i feel he needs me right now! my mom has everything she needs... love from her boyfriend... kevin... hes great...right for her... they dont need me anymore... im not sad over it... i was never that close to her... or anyone in my family for that matter.... they're just not who i want to be...
well i g2g... kevins aunts wants us over there for christmas crap
god i hate this! this isnt my dradition!
later
~JaDe