Mar 07, 2005 10:08
yeah so caleb and i worked itall out! we're friends again.... i know i should start to back off, becuz seeing eaachother like we do, is hurting us more... i know we need to stop, but i do still have high feelings for him... i wont do to john what i did to caleb though... i cant hurt eigther of them like that, and if i did, i would never forgive myself.... but anyways...
i feel alot better... friday spent the day at johns... met his dad... scary, but okay... saturday, went to the mall with john... spent over 150 dallors.... erg.... then asked his dad if he could take my dog, and he did... thunder likes it over there... that makes me happy, so johns my new replacement... im suprized because thunder hates guys, expecially my boyfirends... but he fell in love with john... so hes my replacement... jerk john... <33...
then sunday, me, andrew, chelsea, alex, and caleb, all went to see constentine... great ,ovie.... liked it much... then went to taco bell... i stoll calebs taco cuz i was hungry... came home, went to sleep, got up, and this is where i am...
much love
JaDe