yo yoyo

[reign_of_defeat]

hHey wassup? Havent done this bit in awhile... probably wont that much longer i guess... it sucks...

but yeah im getting a new phone so i can actually call people when i need to...

i got kicked out of my dads place... he's an ass anyways... he never wanted me there...

oh well

my mom doesnt want me to get an apartment... she thought i wasnt serious about it... indeed i was... am!

she tells me i shouldnt; that shed force me to move up there, but i know better, and if she did, i could get emancipated! I already talked to the counslers, and they said i could... so if shes forcing me to move, then i'll inforce this...

she thinks i couldnt handle being out on my own... im not "ready" Am I ready???

i know parents dont want to lose their kids, but you havve to let go sometime...

besides... she left me... she needed to be up there, and I need to be here...

I'm as ready as Im gonna be... she just cant se that! o well fuck her...

so yeah I had a hellish week... broke up with caleb monday... stayed close friends, started hanging out with john again... i gues he could see how "miserable" I was without caleb so he got us back together on thursday...

how can someone that says they love someone so much do the one thing that hurts them? to see their love with another???

i dont understand you john! <3

It's a confusing situation...

so caleb and john are okay now, but both are still jealious with eachother, im with caleb, and still best friends with john, and john shown me how much i am needed and wanted down here... just cuz alot of people dont like you doesnt mean a few cant love you!

thanks you guys... I love you all so very much...
John Ayers, Caleb Kalisek, Zack Ryan, Josh Schnider(or however), Britny Cebulski, Chad Fouss, Amanda Wolston, Josh Gilbert, Alicia Wasmiller! (And the others)I love you guys... Expecialy john for making me see, and caleb for being so supportive!

Chad and Amanda... congrats! I love you!!!!

well check it, Im out

laterz
!JaDe