Oct 13, 2005 00:30
Wow. Well here I am sitting in my room, slightly amazed. I had conversation with Fifa's housmate today. And she told me, "Don't forget to feed your soul". What a beautiful advice. We had a conversation about faith and religion. About the condition of the world and about life itself. And she said that, faith and religion is like a food to the soul. When we go out. When we club, have sex, drink, take drugs, we are feeding our body. But when we seriously pray, we cry. The reason why we cry is because we feed our soul in which people these days rarely do. It's a pleasure that we rarely enjoy. Hahaha. She has such a beautiful mind. Sadly I don't think I am able to share such a conversation with any of my close friends. I can with my parents. But I hope Fifa would keep her around. I hope to enjoy future conversations with a mind like that.
Speaking of conversations. Wow. It's been a long time since I had a Coffee Conversation. The type of conversation people talk that covers about everything there is about life. Right now everything that comes around is just about sex, drugs, alcohol, clubbing, big time future plans that seems to be kinda like a long shot. I don't mind. Just that I feel that society these days wish to live their lives in a box. The find a group of people who share their own ideologies and stick with them and deny the facts with comforting lies. I was boxed once. But I think I outgrew it. I start to take things that are real. And I start to put concern on my beliefs and on reality. I'm not cocky. I don't think I'm damn smart to just dish of advice. I like to give advice. But I do like to take advice myself. I like to take opinions. There is so much I don't know. There is so much the world can tell me. But the world fears the truth. When I give them truth, they fear me. They think I'm putting info that may threaten their comforting beliefs. But the reason i put my truth, is because I want to listen to their truth. I want their opinions.
Oh well, it's life. With all the earthquakes, I would say that the truth is seeking attention. If we neglect that attention, might as well the truth neglect us. Might as well the world get rid of these humans who no longer care for it.
Ah well, there I go jibba jabbing again. Well that's just my opinion.