lately
Well i got a job ..... yay. I love it but it's a sad realization that school is no longer gonna be going well nor fast for me. I already had to stretch my 2 year degree into 4 because i needed to build up my pre req's. God i shoulda went to scholl back when i was 18..but NOOOOOO i had to be stupid and waste it all on a boy. Anywho, im not bitter... no really -twitch-.
Life here is well, same ol same ol. I fight daily with the urge to be depressed but alas that is the life of someone with chronic depression. I do enjoy my manic days, i just get scared about the crashes. Fortunately i have friends who are tolerant of my mood swings. Oh yeah and pms makes it all a wonderful rollercoaster.
Speaking of rollercoasters, my TR rp has been a real challenge. I mean rei is happy hunky dory and within a week her husband gets turned into a bug, pisses off the goddess of mischeif, and subsequently ticks off his own goddess and stripped of his eq.. let alone he ticks off the guild and the caninites (again). I think by the time rei's 30 she'll have a full head of grey hairs and be in the looney bin. She may join Nivtu in his poo flinging.
I guess it's all in the spirit of keeping rei hevily sedated but my goodness! It's ok after a small episode (sorry brandon) I'm all good. I think -twitch-
Well this year i survived Mother's Day well. It's hard because i feel for melissa. Losing a child when you are 7 months pregnant to a car accident on Mother's Day..brutal. She's been a pillar of strength for me and i bear with her pain every year. Will would have been 11 years old this year. She finally told her boys. EEP Chris was a basket case and Joe just brooded...(HUGS)
Life here is well, same ol same ol. I fight daily with the urge to be depressed but alas that is the life of someone with chronic depression. I do enjoy my manic days, i just get scared about the crashes. Fortunately i have friends who are tolerant of my mood swings. Oh yeah and pms makes it all a wonderful rollercoaster.
Speaking of rollercoasters, my TR rp has been a real challenge. I mean rei is happy hunky dory and within a week her husband gets turned into a bug, pisses off the goddess of mischeif, and subsequently ticks off his own goddess and stripped of his eq.. let alone he ticks off the guild and the caninites (again). I think by the time rei's 30 she'll have a full head of grey hairs and be in the looney bin. She may join Nivtu in his poo flinging.
I guess it's all in the spirit of keeping rei hevily sedated but my goodness! It's ok after a small episode (sorry brandon) I'm all good. I think -twitch-
Well this year i survived Mother's Day well. It's hard because i feel for melissa. Losing a child when you are 7 months pregnant to a car accident on Mother's Day..brutal. She's been a pillar of strength for me and i bear with her pain every year. Will would have been 11 years old this year. She finally told her boys. EEP Chris was a basket case and Joe just brooded...(HUGS)