Divorce Papers Coming My Way
My entire worlds falling apart. I don't want to think any more. I don't want the pain any more. I sit here right now crying. Luke merely messaged me long enough online to tell me that he's already started talking to a lawyer and that all I need to do is sign divorce papers when they show up at the door. I've already thrown up once since Luke has told me this. He doesn't even have the damned guts to tell me over the phone on this. I hurt. There's a lot of pain. I can't describe it more then that. I don't think he ever loved me. I feel used beyond words that can describe what I am feeling. I feel he just flat used me. That's all I can really say. I was too blind and walked right into it. All I can do now is let the healing began....Some how...