I was going to summarize last week...also a poll
But LJ ate it.
I will talk about one aspect: sleep.
I can't sleep. I always had trouble sleeping by myself. Nightmares have increased again. I've been sleeping at the very most 3 hours in a night- normally closer to 1.5 or 2- waking up frequently. The most I slept all week was accidentally falling asleep at a friends house during a movie.
So I'm crazy tired and trying to find a solution. L is lending me a big teddy bear and A and S are lending me a body pillow. I have been filling up the bed with school books and laptop so it feels less empty. I am hoping the stuffed/ pillowy items will make a difference.
And here is the kicker- if I don't find a solution I am looking for people who would be ok with me falling asleep around them, possibly leaning on/ cuddling them - something some friends in High school used to do with me too.
Yeah, I had to be careful to explain that so it didn't sound wrong =).
One more night of not sleep/ crappy sleep and I'm just giving up and going to sleep wit P &L when it doesn't bother them.
I will talk about one aspect: sleep.
I can't sleep. I always had trouble sleeping by myself. Nightmares have increased again. I've been sleeping at the very most 3 hours in a night- normally closer to 1.5 or 2- waking up frequently. The most I slept all week was accidentally falling asleep at a friends house during a movie.
So I'm crazy tired and trying to find a solution. L is lending me a big teddy bear and A and S are lending me a body pillow. I have been filling up the bed with school books and laptop so it feels less empty. I am hoping the stuffed/ pillowy items will make a difference.
And here is the kicker- if I don't find a solution I am looking for people who would be ok with me falling asleep around them, possibly leaning on/ cuddling them - something some friends in High school used to do with me too.
Yeah, I had to be careful to explain that so it didn't sound wrong =).
One more night of not sleep/ crappy sleep and I'm just giving up and going to sleep wit P &L when it doesn't bother them.