today
well.. today was okay.. except for the whole Cade thing.. I feel betrayed.. sure.. I still love him and all.. but I like Tony too... * sigh * love is a pain in the ass for me right now.. I feel like I"m really fat.. I hate my period.. and my back is sore.. * cries * I hate pain.. it sucks balls.. * sigh * I miss liz alot.. I haven't seen her in forever.. but I got to see her today.. it made me feel good.. I missed her so much... * yawns * well.. I better go to sleep.. its about.. 1:37 a.m.