x.x today...

[rei_the_chan]

well.. the last couple of days have been shit.. I'm in a rustle with jessica.. and Brandon asked me out today.. ._. what the hell! you don't spring that kind of thing on people! * sigh * the age really does bug me.. me and him did talk about it.. I told I'd think about it.. but most likely.. I'll say no.. I even talked to Dez about it.. and she

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[venus_chan]

Ah but see, that's what Dez said, not me. I was just wondering about what I said that led you astray

Jen's not worth the effort to be afraid of anyhow, she frankly, has no spine, you're severly more confident than she is

*shrug* may feel like I'm hinting things.. but really, I have no reason to with you, I see no reason to keep things from you really

Just because I disregard things doesn't mean I don't care. About six and a half months ago you told me, being with Jakob probably wouldn't be good for me. I disregarded it, but that doesn't mean I didn't care. I mean frick, I cried, remember? I cried, not because of what was being said, but because it was you that said it. You weren't being mean, oh dear no, you were just worried for me, and because it was you, it made me sad. I just know that I can't always rely on my friends opinions, I need to take my own risks, and make my own mistakes. I can't let their opinions run my life, but I'll pay attention to them at least.
Of course your lover and dez should get along, but that's not based on Dez's opinion, that's on your own. Chicks before Dicks, always. There will be times where you'll push the limits of what people do and don't 'approve' but you'll stay relatively within those boundaries. But in all reality, those are your boundaries, not your parents, not your friends.

So he's a pedophile (your spelling was close! ^^;), Yes, I stated it, I let the worst possible thing I knew about him be known. Not because I disapproved, I just felt I might be somewhat obligated to let you know, I was just worried for you. Jen dated a pedophile *shrug* More of a pedophile than Brandon will ever be. Seriously, five year difference, so in all reality, she has no room to talk. I didn't bitch at her for it, mostly because everyone else already was. Now she thinks it's hilarous.

I can assure you the only reason I stuck on pedophile was 1) Despite what you said, I some how felt you weren't ready for another relationship and it was the one thing I had against him 2) I thought it was harmless teasing and 3) Frankly, it somewhat annoyed me when you jumped down my throat for saying it, when I saw it as harmless teasing. I can't help it, I can't back down from a challenge.

over all...

[rei_the_chan]

<.< I was pointing out things.. like.. how I shouldn't listen to dez.. x.x

._.'' I'm still scared of her..

x.x well... >.>'' I never pick up on hints... I rarely do..

I know you do care, and I still don't think jakob is good enough for you. I know you disagreeed.. x.x your still with him obviously... ._. yes.. I know you worry... * sigh * and I also care about how you feel about the one I'm going to marry.. ._. I can't have everyone hate him/her. Risks can be good.. risks can be bad.. >.> I just rather not take them... hehe... the other things I heard out of his mouth.. x.x I thought they were worse then pedophile... ._. trust me.. when they heard me say " I like Brandon Haag " ._. they jumped ont he pedophile thing.. ._. so I got an ear full of it..
1) well of course I"m not ready... x.x I just rather ignore it.. and try to live on.. like you know how your going to die eventually.. people ignore it.. ._. why can't I ignore the whole.. I still love him stuff.. 2) x.x wasn't harmless to me... 3) yes... I have a habbit of jumping down everyoens throat.. ._. what challenge?